Please don't do this.

Misery fills all~

"I know you love me Lillian.. It's just, ugh fine I'll tell you. You know Louis? Well.." He struggled with getting out his words.. I could tell this really hurt him and at any moment he will burst out in tears.

"Go on.." I encouraged him to speak but he now seemed lost in thought, either that or he has lost interest in telling me. "Jake?" I questioned eager to hear what he's supposed to be telling me.

"Oh-uh.. I-I uh.. Don't want to continue.. I'll tell you when I'm ready" He stuttered awkwardly. Ah, he did loose interest. Great. Jake breathed in deeply and slowly breathed out as be closed him eyes sitting cross-legged on our hard oak living room floor.

This seems to be really getting to him.. Should I say something.. Come to think of it I don't think he's eaten yet, he hasn't been eating well lately I wonder why. I began walking into the kitchen and scruffed up his hair gently as I strolled past him.

Hmm.. Now, what should I make us for breakfast.. I wonder if Jake would like pancakes, I walked back into our living room to find that he had disappeared. Oh, he must of gone upstairs..

"Jake would you like pancakes for breakfast?" I half shouted up the stairs, I then heard Jakes voice in my ear. He was so close I could feel his breath on the back of my neck.. I jumped forwards and turned to face him with a surprised look on my face.