I thought I was okay
Until my tears broke down
In front of my friends
Voices in my mind
The angel versus the devil
Which one is right?
There's nothing left to do
But to choke in public
Should I tell them the truth?
Breaking free from the ghosts
It's harder than I thought
But I have to make them go
No matter how many walls
That I attempt to put down
There will always be another one
No matter how many monsters
That I attempt to take down
There will always be another one
No matter how many pains
That I attempt to take away
There will always be another one
No matter how many hurts
That I attempt to erase
There will always be another one
I don't wanna talk about it
But, if you wanna hear me, I'll do
'Cause no one else wants it
And no one else cares about it
I don't wanna cry over it
But, as long as you're my shoulder
Then maybe I'll cry over it
It's better than die because of it
Come, try to lift me up
I don't do this for myself
Come and try to cheer me up
Maybe you'll make me feel better
Life broke my heart so much
It's hard to feel anything, you know
I don't know why I can't smile
The monster is already far away
I think he still scares me at night
When everyone's gone and I'm alone
I like to believe I'm under water
Waiting for something to save me
From the imminent death around me
But I have to wait for a sign
'Cause I still have no strength
To put my head up and scream
YOU ARE READING
the screams after freedom
Poetrymy soul screamed, but no one was there to hear it. these are my screams after freedom.
