' Daddy !!!, Daddy!!' I cried as I ran closer to him but he kept running away and shouting 'I love you ' and 'I'm sorry' as I picked up the pace so did he 'Dad !!! Dad!!! ' then he stopped, looked back and mouthed 'PRAY!!' and he started his marathon again ...a shiver went down my spine as a pair of cold hands touched mine and as I looked up it was a hooded man saying' YOU ARE MINE' as he smiled wickedly I tried to get away from him but he kept drawing me closer 'Daddy Daddy ...!
'Catherine' , as I jolted up shouting Daddy! and crying, there my mum was ,staying by my bed side with hurt and care in her eyes also mixed with warm tears rollng down her cheeks as she gave me a warm hug 'It's gonna be alright my dear '
'but mum I saw him again and this time it was so real ' as she paused and pulled a way from the hug and so much tears in her eyes ' I-I saw dad' trying to bring out the words in so much panic and pain.
'My darling...Kate' giving me a sad grin 'today is your birthday...his death ruined a huge part of your life' she paused looking into my big blue eyes which had already turned red with all those tears 'don't allow him to ruin this part to' as she said this she got up 'so now get ready for your party' as she tried to leave the room I called her back
'Mum you know I love you right ' trying to maintain a smile with all those tears and emotions running through me.
'I know honey and Ilove you to' blowing me a kiss and leaving the room.
'LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED' as I jumped off the bed.
Mum was talking with some guests as I elegantly and gracefully came down the stairs in my pink cinderella dress my tiara and silver high heels with my blonde hair straight and rolled at the tips and my red full lips were elegant too *unending grin on my face as the crowd gasps and gives me a standing ovation as I walk into the arms of my mother since my dad wasn't around...'Oh daddy'...as I thought my smile started fading but I quickly snapped into place and gave everyone a geniune smile.
'Wow my daughter is beautiful ' as she took my hand and led me through the red carpet
'I got it from you' making her smile grow bigger but sooner than later her smile faded 'you also got it from your father ' she said under her breath
'M-Mum!' I said holding back my tears
'I'm sorry darling this is you day' turning back at her with unshed tears in her eyes 'and I will not ruin it' regaining her smile and mine back, I took my chair , so did the guests and THE PARTY BEGUN..
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'Ahhh I'm exausted' as I sat on my bed looking through my gifts and letters after the looong party and so much food*grin but I intended on looking at the letters first but one cut my eye, the one that read 'TO MY LOVELY DAUGHTER' my eyes filled with shock and fear as I reluctantly read it...
Dear Catherine,
I'm sorry I left you with no explanations but I want you to know thatI did it for your own good .I love you so much that I would not allow a single string of your hair fall that I would rather die than watch you suffer , happy birthday my dear , hope you loved your party...and don't ever forget to pray and renew your faith in GOD ...become a Christian that is the only way out.
Love,
Your Dad<3
...I was frozen , with warm tears flowing down my cheeks and my face as red as a tomato and my mind filled with so many thoughts but only these words came out of my mouth 'Mum...she lied to me- as I was cut of by the sound of the opening door, and it was my mum...
...speak of the lier...
She was just standing at the entrance of the door and her smile was washed away when she saw the letter and the words written at the back 'TO MY DARLING DAUGHTER' and she tried to expain...
'Kat-' trying to come closer to me but I cut her of
'Why didn't you tell me' I plainly said not even looking up at her
'I wanted to but-'
'WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT MY FATHER WAS ALIVE!!!!' as I got up from my bed walking towards her with long strides and pain and hurt written all over my face and voice 'HUH!! WHY DIDN'T YOU!!!' as I heald her shirt and tears dropping down from my eyes ...just then Josh came into the room and separated us
'WHAT'S GOING ON HERE KATE!!' he yelled focusing his eyes on me
'YOUR...OUR MOTHER DIDN'T TELL US OUR FATHER WAS ALIVE '
'BUT HE ISN'T ' trying to hold onto his firm voice
'HE IS 'as I handed him the letter 'our father is alive' she said in a calm and hurt voice , looking back at mum 'but we have just been living in a lie..' she picked up her jacket 'A BIG HUGE ONE!!' and with this she left the room
'Mom how could you' with hurt in his eyes and voice ' how could you hide our father from us' and with this left the room she tried to reach out to him but he just shoved her off , at the depart of her two children she fell to the ground and continued her sobbing which had grown quiet after many hours of crying...
Oh no the day she thought would be perfect, later turned out to be far from perfect
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SpiritualLove, hatred, confidence , fear and belief all in one girl as she tries to find her beloved father and at the same time ...find herself...;)