THE GAMER (SATZU FANFICTION)

I can't resist

Sana's POV

We just finished decorating the stage and cleaning the mess we've made, all of us are exhausted and tired so we've decided to wrap things up and go home since it was already dismissal time and I've got a date with dahyun this evening, I'm walking towards the gate of the school to go home but I've decided to grab some ice cream and go to the park,

I know I should've wait for tomorrow so I could be with Chewy but I really want to have some time to think about this stupid feelings of mine.

Im walking towards the park and bought a Vanilla flavored Ice cream
I just watch those kids playing and having fun with their own playmates

Sometimes I wish I can be kid again
so that I don't have to feel this and all I can think about is what am I going to do later or when I got home what's the food my mom prepared or just think about fun and that's all but everything is different now,

everything seems so wrong starting from my memories up to this stupid feeling I've been feeling for my bestfriend and it's so frustrating,
I know I love dahyun but that's what my mind says,

I can't just hurt dahyun and be selfish that's so mean, I wrap my arms around my knee and I didn't notice the tears that's falling from my eyes and how the clouds are starting to get darker every seconds and all I can think about right now is that the skies knows what I've been feeling

I feel the tiny water droplets into my bare skin and the cold wind that's hitting my body, I just let the rain hit me and cry harder and all I could think is that I hope I can remember everything, suddenly the rain stopped and there's no tiny water hitting my skin, I look up just to see a Black umbrella and there I saw the person I've been thinking the whole time

"You know it's not good to shower in the rain" Chewy said while holding the umbrella and took my ice cream because it melted

"C'mon Sana unnie, let me take you home" I'm so confused right now
She said eunwoo and her are going to do something about the stage?

"Chewy-ah why are you here? I thought you're with eun-woo?" I asked and she just smiled and replied

"You're more important so
I decided to go after you and
also I've been watching you the whole time I was going to approach you until it rained and I have to look for my umbrella, don't worry it's fine with eun-woo oppa he said we can do it tomorrow so stand up because you have a date to attend to"

Chewy said and lend me her hand to hold, I took her hand and stand

"I really thought I'm going alone and having this ice cream alone"
I said and she chuckled

"I'm here now, so you don't have to be alone and I'm sorry if I didn't agree at first but remember I'll always be here whenever you're alone. I can't resist you and you should know that" Chewy said
I can feel my face heating up right now and I can feel that there's some butterflies in my stomach

"What did I do in my past life to have you as my bestfriend?" I said and she just chuckle, even though it pains me inside to say the word bestfriend

I still manage to say that, we go to the nearest convenient store and watch how the rain hits the ground, no one dares to talk both of us are quiet, the silence is making me deaf, but it is comfortable silence, having her beside me is already enough. The atmosphere is light until she broke it by throwing a question.

"Why are you crying awhil ago squirrel?" She asked

should I tell her? No. Definitely no. Or atleast tell her but pretend that it's not her?