Reasons Why

Chater Twenty One

Dear God,

I dont know what to do anymore. To make him forgive me. I haven't seen him in two days now.

Yesterday his sister came in yelling at me, which only made me feel worse.

I just wanted happiness before I left.

I wanted a family, as many kids I could have and a wonderful husband.

I dont eat, barely sleep. My heart hurts so much. Im the one that caused it, its all my fault.

I broke him. They only person I worth living for. How could I be so selfish.

And to think I wanted to be here forever.

Sincerely,

Charlotte