Shinsou's POV
My eyes slowly broke open. Sunlight shone through the glass window. My room was messy, decorated in purple and black. My hand reached out to snatch my phone. I look to see a text from Dad (Aizawa): morning Shinsou, see you at UA don't cause to much trouble and Remember if your anxiety gets bad come to me. Love Dad
I smiled at his message before getting dressed in the school uniform. I walked out of my dorm room. Class 1-C just stared at me, discust in their eyes. I got myself a coffee before sitting down on one of the green arm chairs.
"Hey freak! How many people did you enslave last night, my guess is 200!" One of The students yelled at me.
"I think that it was 1,000!" A girl snickered. I left the common room and rushed into my dorm room leaving my coffee on the table in the common room. Emotions flooded me, tears welled up in my eyes as I hear the voice. It was sharp and demonic but also smooth and convincing.
You'll never be a hero
That's not true I thought back.
Your lying to yourself, further proof of the disgusting villain you are!
No, no! That's not true! That's not true! My hands were shaky, the tears wouldn't stop coming.
Freak!
Villain!
Monster!
The voice shouted over and over, the words shot me in the chest over and over till I was begging for the pain to stop. My trembling hand reached for the drawer, grasping the knob and weakly opening it. I snatched my pocket knife from under my clothes.
DO IT.
No... I won't I put the knife away with shaky hands and cried.
Time skip
It was half way through the day when I passed a boy. He had golden, spiky hair with a black zig zag stripe one the side. His eyes were golden yellow and a smile seemed to always be on his face. My heart fluttered when I saw him, like a bolt of electricity shot into my chest.
Hey guys, gals, and non binary pals. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, yes its depressing but later there's gonna be fluff! Bye now!- Sloth
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Brainwashed Anxiety (denki kaminari x Shinsou Hitoshi)
FanfictionTrigger warnings: mentions of self harm, dark thoughts, anxiety, too much gayness, abuse, and depressed Shinsou Shinsou was always a shy, quiet, student. He listened to his teacher and did as they said. He was docile, a little puppet anyone could us...
