never forget | kim namjoon

part one

the past

your first day of senior year was supposed to be normal, carefree, but then he showed up. he as in jeon jungkook. you both had a lot in common, you guys became best friends but that's not what this story is about so let's get to when you first saw him. that first day you saw seven boys, one in the school uniform and one that stood out. tall, cute, strong, you blushed pushing your hair away from your face when he noticed your gaze. the new guy jeon jungkook was the only one of the boys attending the school, you had most of your classes together. he became your best friend you guys talked day and night. he constantly begged you to come over to the dorms but you were pretty shy around the boys at first, especially namjoon. 

now to the present

"I want it this love (this love), I want it real love (real love)" you sang and teased jungkook. you guys were at the library when namjoon came to get jungkook for practice. "hi, y/n" he smiled at you kindly and blushed. nobody knows about what happened between you and namjoon, not even jungkook, you continued studying. you glanced back at namjoon, he caught your gaze but looked away, you couldn't help but daydream.  

you decided to walk home and think. just lay in bed and think, about namjoon. he was so caring, so thoughtful, so smart and kind. you needed to stop fangirling it was a one-time thing and it'll never happen again. besides jungkook would never permit it, you with one of his hyungs it would be a shit show. 

the next day at school, you couldn't get him off your mind. jungkook noticed you were distracted and him being incredibly needy didn't help. "what's going on y/n? why are you so distracted?" you touched his shoulder and told him not worry, putting your headphones back in, but he was relentless. you tried to brush it off but he could see right through you. "jeon jungkook I am absolutely fine, my mind is a just a bit cluttered today." "okay, doughnuts after school?" he asked. you smiled, pumped his fist and you both flipped your hair. 

that day after school you and jungkook went to pick up doughnuts for you guys and the boys, tae and jimin were the only ones there. so you gave them food said hello and headed to jungkook's room. you connected to his speaker and put some girl's generation on quietly in the background. "what's going on with you y/n?" he said as he took a bite into a jam-filled doughnut. "nothing is going on, you living meme" you paused and wiped glaze off your face "I'm just a bit preoccupied with school, I really need to pass so I can travel with you and the boys next year." 

he didn't ask about it again, but you could tell he wanted to. as you were heading out the door the whole hyung line was coming in from practice. namjoon was sweaty and tired, you caught him looking at your ass. you didn't know how to feel "I better go, see you boys." you said as you went out the door. "bye y/n" they chanted. you really did love those boys had really gotten to know them over this past year. 

you're probably wondering "what's the thing, what did joonie do?" so let me take you back six months.

six months ago

you decided to go to a party at some random seniors house, jungkook couldn't go because he had practice. so you went and got hammered, just so completely drunk. you forget kook was at practice so you called the dorms number. namjoon picked up, but you had no idea because you were SO drunk. you were trailing on and slurring your words. namjoon was at the dorms because he was feeling sick.

"y/n are you okay? where are you?" his voice was raspy and concerned.

"kook, come get me, these guys won't leave me alone."

"what guys y/n can you tell me where you are?"

you told him the address and he came to get you immediately. when he got there, guys were grabbing your ass and trying to take you upstairs.

"back off, she's not an object" he stood up for you

"come on man we're just having fun."

namjoon punched him in the face going on about women and human rights. you fell asleep so joon picked you up and took you to the car. halfway through the ride, you realised namjoon was the boy next to you, not jungkook. you looked at him, at his determined, soft concerned face. "joon" you said lightly. he turned towards you telling you not to worry and pulled over on the street of your house. you felt namjoon's hand stroking hair out of your face and behind your ear. you looked him in the eyes and kissed him, just a soft small kiss.

"you're drunk y/n you won't remember any of this, so I'll tell you that I really like you and wish I could hold you and call you mine."

he carried you to your front door and took your keys out of your bag. "you'll be safe y/n just go to bed." he put you down and watched you walk upstairs when you turned back. "I wish I could call you mine too joonie."