The Eyes

Introduction

Why do they look at me like that? The look of fear when I've done nothing but grab the milk carton from the fridge. STOP LOOKING AT ME FOR ONE GOD DAMN MINUTE!
"You're wearing that to the store? You look like a slut."
I close my eyes. She isn't real. I can get rid of the voices this way. But why won't you leave?
"Seriously, I'm not a voice you can't just wish me gone when ever you feel like it. Unlike your little friends up there, I'm real. I actually have to put up with your insain ass day and night. Wish I could wish myself away so-"
"Carmon, what did I tell you about teasing your sister!"
"And if I don't?" Carmon says while staring at me. I wait for Carren's answer. Will she punish Carmon this time?
When I say Carren I mean my mother. She doesn't like me calling her mom. Easpeshially in public, once in the store she left me there so her boyfriend wouldn't know. Know that she has a second daughter that is psychotic. We have tried to play the "act normal" angle, but I just cant help it. They talk all at once but what's worse than all of them talking at once, is them not talking at all. They are my only friends. I'm never lonely when they talk to me.
I wait in suspense of knowing her punishment. "Just don't, okay?"
That's it! No that cant be all. She does this every time, it's always the same. You wonder why I'm insain...it's because of you, you made me this way. This I all your fault.

"GIVE ME THE KNIFE KARMA!"
Where am I, kitchen still? I look over at my sister's face. Pure horror. Why do they look at me like that? The look of fear when I've done nothing but grab the milk carton from the fridge. I look at where she is looking. A knife, in my hand. I drop it with a clatter to the floor.
~"They are definetly locking you away this time Karma. You almost stabbed mommy again. Look how scared she is. Looking at her life flash before her eyes. Doesn't it make you want to-"~
"SHUT UP STOP I DON'T WANT THIS! THIS IS YOUR FAULT NOT MINE! LEAVE ME ALONE! SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP!"

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My last story had so many grammar mistakes and was just bad. I want to delete it but I may or may not have forgotten my password Haha. So yeah, don't go read that. Hope this turns out better! Leave your comments Good and Bad. I want to improve and listen to your opinions. Would love suggestions. Thank you so much for reading. Chapter 1 is coming soon. <3