"Fuck You!" My mom yells."I'm sorry ,Mommy!" I cry. "MOMMY! DON'T LEAVE! It's not my fault, mommy please listen to me!" I scream.
Dear, Journal
I killed her. One of the bitches who made me suffer. I know I should feel guilty, but seeing her die made me feel... happy for once.
Don't.
"Shawn? Can you come here?" I hear my dad say from downstairs. I close my journal, before going down the stairs. "What do you need?" I ask. "Did you hear about what happened today at your school?" He asks. "No what?"
"A girl was killed , No one knows who killed her though. Our new neighbor is a cop so he's gonna investigate" He explains. "Who's the girl?" I ask pretending to be shocked. "I'm not sure, but she had long blonde hair. She would always wear these pink bows. Does she sound familiar?" My dad asks. "Oh, I knew her! She was a sweetheart! She would always say hi to me" I say faking a smile.
That bitch deserved it. "Sucks that she had to die." He turns to the tv, causing a smile to appear on my face. "I'm going back to the attic. I'm to upset to face anyone" I say before walking up the stairs. The man appears making me laugh. "1 down , 13 to go" I say. The man smiles. He's smiling, I remember when I first saw him. He looked hurt. Maybe he was suffering as well. I sit by the wooden table ,and open my journal to rewrite my list.
Death List:
[Most of them are Made Up Names]
1. Madeline Sweet ✔
2. Jason Fan
3. Madison Beer
4. Acacia Clark
5. Emily Crawford
6. Dominic Bale
7. Christian Say
8. Anthony Brad
9. Andrew Anders
10. Cammy Waters
11. Mike Rome
12. Ashley Sweet
13. Ryan Groom
14. Nicole Anderson
I put the pencil down ,and began to laugh. "I'm finally getting my revenge." I say to myself.
Shawn, Please don't.
"Stop! The man is happy, I'm making someone smile! That's all I want!" I say.
The parents of the kids aren't happy, Shawn.
"They should, Their kids are assholes" I say proudly.
This isn't the person I know.
"You don't know me!" I say laughing at the voice.
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!Unknown Pov¡
I wish he knew that who I was. Seeing him get bullied by everyone broke my heart. I wanted to help him, but I can't! One day ,I'll tell him who I am. He was my role model. I bet he doesn't remember me, but I still remember him. I'll always remember my big brother.
¡Back to Shawn's Pov¡
I walk in school ,with a smile. Not a fake one, but a real one. I turn to see girls crying for their friend. I'm sure that if I died no one would cry. My smile disappears quickly. "Hey Shawn!" Taylor says smiling. Here we go again.
"He-" I was on the floor now. "Expect worser beatings from now on! My girlfriend is dead! I'm gonna let out my-" Taylor rudely interrupted Andrew. "Leave him alone, It wasn't his fault!" Taylor shouts. But it was.. "Shut up New kid , or I won't hesitate on beating you up right here in front of everyone" He warned.
"Do it." Taylor says fixing his bandanna. "No, Taylor you don't know who you're messing with" I whisper as I look up at him. "Shut the fuck up" Andrew says kicking me. This will all end soon. Next thing I knew , Andrew was on the floor. Taylor punched him. "If I see you touch him again, You're Dead."
Those words made me shiver. Only if he knew , my dirty little plan. "C'mon Shawn" Taylor says helping me up. Didn't expect that from Taylor. "What was that?" I ask. "You don't deserve to be pushed around" He says. "Yes I do." I whisper. "No you don't! I know we just met, but...you...never mind." Taylor says frowning.
"When you get to know me, you'll leave. Like every body else" I say. "I won't lea-" I quickly interrupt him. "They would say that too. You see that boy over there....His name is Matthew. When he got to know me, he left. I don't blame him...I'm glad that even though he left, he didn't made my life a living hell" I say before frowning.
"Shawn...I really like you, I don't think anyone can make me leave you! You could be the craziest person in the school, I wouldn't care" Taylor says. I wanted to tell him, what I did but that would just end this friendship. "We should hang out after school" Taylor suggests.
"I-i can't I already have plans" I say looking down feeling ashamed. "Shit! I just remembered , my dad is coming to the school today" Taylor says. "Why?" I ask. "My dad's a cop, so he's gonna investigate ,and found out who killed Madeline." He explains. My heart began to beat faster than usual. "I have to go, like right now!" I say before running off.
You'll lose him.
"He won't find out!" I run behind this trashcan, and open up my backpack. I took out my journal, and turn to the page where it had the death list. "No one could know." I whisper.
"Shawn?! Why did you run off?" I hear Taylor say in a confused tone. I quickly close my journal. "T-Taylor...Please...Leave me alone" I beg. "Why do you look so scared?!" He asks. I take a step back. The man appears behind him "You don't deserve friends" He says.
"Stop!" I scream. The man began to laugh loudly as I cried, I fell to my knees. "Shawn?! What is wrong?!" Taylor asks. I ignore him, and keep on crying. The man's laugh got louder, and louder. I was sobbing as I coverd my ears. Taylor slowly got closer to me, and wrapped his arms around me. Right when he hugged me, the man disappears.
The one who makes you forget about all the darkness, is the one that cares.
