My heart is practically leaping out of my chest as I sit in the spacious tub. I have to look presentable for the Khal.
"I have to do this..." I repeat to myself over and over as I clean my body. I can't help but tremble a little as my innocence would soon be taken by him.
My eyes shift over to the silk dress that was picked out for me to wear by the one I grew up with and considered my brother, Neito Monoma. A nice color... but the silk doesn't fully cover my body... it being visible through the fabric... how embarrassing.
"You have a woman's body now, might as well make use of it." He told me as I was forced to stand there as he inspected my naked body. Not sure why certain men had to like it that way. But alas I can't do anything about it. I need to do this for me and Monoma... so we can go home... he will take us home.
After my bath I slip on the dress and fix my hair so my bangs are out of the way. I make sure the fur on my ears are combed straight and not too fluffy, and did the same thing with my tail.
I wait outside in front of the entrance of the estate I was being guest at. Mr. Toshinori had given me a home after I was born, my parents being forced to give me up after my country had been invaded. They were close friends with Toshinori and he had opened his doors to me, raising me as his own.
"It will be fine young Tsubaki" Toshinori says to me in his gentle voice as he places his hand on my shoulder. I turn to him and give him a half smile, and he knew it wasn't a smile of happiness.
"Where is he?" Monoma states impatiently while turning to Toshinori.
"The Dothraki are not known for their punctuality."
