YOU ( Netflix og series, Hariana Version )

What's reality?

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Harry's POV

Okay Ari, seriously. Who is this? 

He walked up the staircase and went into your apartment. From my sight, which wasn't more than 20 meters away from your apartment, I could see you talking to each other. It looked like you were arguing, or more like trying to solve something. 

Ariana's POV

Benji? What the fuck does he want? I thought what he did was an obvious sign for us to never meet, ever again. Such a brat. 

But I had to let him in anyway, I knew that a part of me still wanted to give him another chance. 

Then I heard him, ''Heeey, let me up'', he shouted but he seemed kind of excited though, after all this? okay. I let him in and he was trying to catch my attention, he was really annoying me though, but I tried not to scream and sound angry, because I feel like it's not the right way to solve things at. 

''My best friend walked in on you getting your dick sucked by some random woman in a bathroom at a party that I took you to!'' I said with a serious tone in my voice. 

''I was wasted, I didn't even finish'', he tried to sound apologetic, for fucks sake, get your shit together. ''THAT'S you apology? I didn't ''cum''? That's the one you're going with?'' I was even angrier this time. ''I obviously shouldn't have gone in the bathroom with any girl that wasn't You'', he said and continued with ''But she said she had good coke, and I'd been seriously stressed'', he sighed and looked at the left side while doing gestures with his hands, ''I thought, when Johno and I started our line, it was gonna be like picking out flavors and shit'' he said some other stuff that made literally no sense to me, but I kept listening. 

''I'm genuinely impressed''. Was all I said and I was hoping that he'd understand that I didn't want to talk more about us. I sat down on the corner of my bed and let out a sigh. I was also very tired and I knew I had a bunch of stuff to get done. 

Benji walked closer to me, he took a few steps to get closer to me. ''Ari, please-'', I cut him off and tried to push him back. ''Seriously, I am drowning in work. I don't have time to keep hooking up or whatever it is you're even capable of'' I said, while crossing my arms. ''I know I've done some stupid shit, but I'm on it now''... tears were filling in my eyes and my heart started beating faster and faster, I can't give a guy like him a second chance, can I? .. ''I don't wanna be just some guy you sleep with'', he pulled me closer to him and took one of his hands to grab my hair while he smelt me and kissed my neck ''God You make me Insane'' Benji whispered. 

Harry's POV

What looked like an argument turned out being something I wasn't expecting at all. What is he doing to you Ari? I saw everything, sadly. I wish I'd never have to, but here I am. 

Way to go, Ari. Looks like a catch. 

I took out my phone and I saw a picture of you and him. Benji? Hmm. I searched for him and oh, there's three of them and he was the third. He had failed his career's Twice and he was a model huh? I had to laugh, oh boy. He's also a CO-creator of a dating app. 

The HAIR, the privilege he tries to hide with retweets of Black Lives Matter. ANd I don't mean to sound Judgey, but this guy is everything wrong with America. See, this is why I do my research. You fall for the wrong men. It hurt's Ariana, to see you doing this to yourself and to me. I don't want to hurt you, I just want the best for you and I want you keep your ''love making'' for someone that cares for you and that is me.

 You keep falling for Bad men. You just let them in, You let them hurt you. Too far away to know for sure, but my guess is, if he came anywhere close to making you cum, You would've made a Broadway show out of it. But you didn't, cause he didn't. 

Ariana's POV

I felt relaxed and I was enjoying it until he got up and started to dress up again. 

''Honestly, you blow me away''. he said, while pecking my lips. Sigh, that was it? I didn't had the chance to finish.  

His phone vibrated and he then said ''Oh shit gotta roll, Johno's blowing up my phone'' and our eyes met again, ''Hey, you should come by the office, test out some new flavors, we're doing cumin, I know how much you like Indian food'' he said. ''Sure, sounds good'' was all I said. 

But then he said something that hit me. Is he really? he said, ''It looks good on you btw, the extra weight''. I looked at him trying to give him a ''what the actual fuck are you saying'' face but didn't say anything. He took his stuff and left. 

I felt worthless, once again. I only am noticed when it comes to the way I look and the way my body attracts men. It's fucking unfair, I wish I'd meet someone who could love me. Like for real love me. I'm not giving up on this, but I can't take it serious. I want to feel loved, to be loved. It hurts to see myself as a toy. 

Harry's POV

He left. Finally. '' I am talking french gourmet shit'' he said. , ''No Johno, No listen to me''. ''They can't do half gluten -free cause it's dough''. He said things that made no sense to me, but then I saw you, you looked tired and you sighed. 

Third person's perspective

Since Ariana didn't cum whilst having sex with her boyfriend Benji, she decided to finish it herself. She took a good shaped pillow and put it in between her legs and lied back to do it. She knew it was unfair, that Benji never let her cum. Harry saw her through her window and took a few steps back to see clearer. He knew that she had to finish, what he wish he could've finished instead.

Harry stood outisde on the other side of the street and moved down his hands in his pants and he could finally let his thoughts out. He felt good and even better by imaging the two of them making love to each other. 

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