Heartbeat (ON HOLD)

Broken

Your POV
She leads me back to the room. "Please... May I be alone for awhile?" I whisper. She nods and leaves me be. Silently tears start to stream down my face. I saw this coming... but that doesn't mean it hurt any less. Why did I have to do this? I knew it wouldn't have ended well for me.... but you can't control how you feel...

Jungkook's POV
I just watched him run out. I see Marisol wall up to me. We make eye contact and she just shakes her head. What have you done Taehyung? "He didn't mean of that... did he?" Marisol asks. I shake my head. "He was just angry. He's angry at himself, he just doesn't know it. He's in love with her and he hates it, but at the same time he loves it. But... he doesn't know any of this, and he's just slowly tearing himself apart from the inside out." I respond. "Do you think he'll ever figure it out?" She asked. "I hope so." I respond quietly. "We've had a long day. We should get to bed. Goodnight Princess." I whisper placing a kiss on her forehead. She blushes and muttered a goodnight, causing me to smile.

Your POV
I watched the interaction from the ground in the doorway. I'm glad you found someone to love you Marisol... I wish I had someone who would. With that thought I shut the door and fall asleep against it, tears still silently falling down my face.

Taehyung's POV
I get back to my castle. Still fighting tears, I rush to my room, slam the door shut, walk to the bed and grip it tight. Tears began to fall. Why did it hurt so much to see her just.... fall apart and look so.... broken? Why was she so broken... did she.... wait no.... she didn't..... she did..... I can't believe this. How did I not catch it?

~flashback~
I had been walking my the piano room when I heard singing, when she had finished she stood up. She was crying... "(Yn)?" I asked. Shed looked down and tried walking past me, but I grabbed her wrist. "(Yn), What was that about? Why are you crying? Please talk to me. What's wrong?" I bombarded. "It's nothing you need to concern yourself with... please.... let me be..." She whispered. "Tell me what's wrong." I said through gritted teeth. "Please...." She whispered and looked up at me. "Let me go..." I whisper. My eyes widened.

~end flashback~

She wanted... no NEEDED to leave because of me... it was my fault... she left and got hurt because of me.... because..... I accidentally........ made fall in love... with me.... that's when it hit me hard, and I collapsed to my knees. "She loves me.... and I just..... broke her..." I whispered.... I broke her. I grab my phone and dial. A groggy voice answers. "Is she in love with me?" I asked immediately. "Hyung? What the frick." Jungkook's tired voice says from the other end. "(Yn).... is she in love with me? Does she love me?" I asked again. "You finally figured it out didn't you?" He asks, seemingly awake now. "I-I think so... but Jungkook does— is—" I start. "Yes. Hyung. Yes. She does... a lot and what you did today—" He stated. "Broke her I know but... I..." I trail. "Yeah yeah yeah you 'don't' lover her, what ever helps you sleep easy Hyung." He said, I could hear the eye role. "She's really just my blood Jungkook. And how can I sleep easy when... when she's.... so...... heartbroken..." I whispered. I hear him chuckle darkly. "Guess you're gonna have to figure that out now aren't you." He says and the line goes dead. How can I sleep when I know you're hurting?