My Happiness, Our Happiness

19. You

*CORALINE's POV
My life in Paris is so much better now, even though I still thinking about SeungHyun and SeungYoon, but I'm happy most of the time.
I work as a florist here, because I don't really need money so I just do what I love.

One day I was walking home from work at night, just right before I want to open my apartment door, I can feel someone is standing behind me. I turned my back, its KANG SEUNG YOON
"H-how did you found me??" I said at him, my legs are weak, I hold on the door knob so that I didn't collapse on the floor
He just standing there looking like a total mess, his tears run down his face. We looked at each other for a moments until he hug me, so tight
I want to push him, I want to tell him to go back to Seoul, but no matter how hard I want to do that, I still love him, I miss him so freaking much, I miss his hug, I miss him.
Then I cried in his arms

"I won't let you go again" he said
I cried, I hugged him back. I give him the apartment key and told him to open the door. SeungYoon wrapped myself until we went inside the apartment. We hugged again inside.

"Don't leave me again. Please.." he sobs
"I missed you so much" I said to him, I can feel my feet can't hold me anymore, I feel like I'm going to collapse anytime soon "I'm sorry, I'm sorry oppa... I'm really sorry" I mumbled
Realizing this, SeungYoon hold my body so tight and put me on the sofa, he keep hugging me and stroking my spine to calm me down
"Ssshh.. its okay Coraline, its fine. We're together again now"
"Oppa I'm sorry I left you just like that, you deserved better than that" I said
"I'm here now baby... I'm all ears"

I looked at him, he looked at me. Its been almost two years since the incident.
"Can I kiss you?" He said
"Mmm?" I said. I don't know how to react, its been a long time since we're like this
"I want to.. kiss you. Can I?" He said putting his face near mine
"Mmm I don't know.." I said, looked away from him
"Should I go easy?" He said
I didn't answer, it feels like the first time I start this with him, he grab my chin with his fingers and he start to pecked my lips a few times until I can feel that we both craving for each other touch
"Baby, do you want me to continue?" He said, I nodded at him
He kiss me tenderly and softly, I miss his kiss, I start to cupped his face with both of my hands, he wrapped me in his arms and pull me, now I'm sitting on his lap facing him.
We release our kiss, we looked at each other and we laughed. We laugh and we cry because we never thought that we're going to be on this point again.

"Baby... I miss you so much, you have no idea" he said while wipe away my tears.
"I missed you too.. I'm so sorry about what I did to you, you don't deserve this" I said to him
"Don't blame yourself anymore, I'm here and I have a lot of time to hear the story"
"Oppa... where did you stay in Paris?" I asked him
"I don't know yet.. I arrived at the afternoon, I meet your neighbor and she said that you probably will come home at night.. so I wait for you at the coffee shop across the street" he said
"Hmmm.."
"What is it Coraline?"
"Mmm.. I.. you can stay... with me... here.. well if you want... but if you want me to find you the nearest hotel right now than I can help you" I said to him. Shit what happened to me.
He chuckled "Can I share the bed with you? If you don't mind?" He said
"I don't mind..." I looked away
"You're still so cute" he said. I laughed at him.

After we took a shower and eat dinner in the apartment, We both lay on the bed leaving some space between us. This is so awkward.
I tilt my body giving SeungYoon the view of my back, I start to sleep..
Just before I drift away to my sleep I can feel his arm sliding under my head, and the other hand hugging me, rubbing my belly
"Can we sleep like this?" He said
"Mmm... thank you for warm me up" I said to him, stroking his arms
We finally in each others arms again...

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We woke up that day, Paris is gloomy today. I asked him to have a picnic in front of Eiffel tower and he liked the idea of it.