move on

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It's already been 10 years since they've been disbanded..10 yrs of telling yourself to move on but still has no use of moving on.


When they're the only group that made you live. That always made you happy and they're the only group that make you love yourself.



As you walk in the street wearing your Bts shirt and BT21 pajama while holding your Army Bomb light stick.

You look around seeing people living happily and contented in there life.. But here you are still trying your best to move on, It's been 10 yrs since you were happy it's been 10 yrs...



While you were walking there's a group of guys that accidentally bump you causing you to fall in the ground and causing your light stick to broke into pieces..

You were shock of what just happened and more shock seeing your ONLY armybomb lightstick broken into pieces.

You didn't realize that you were crying in pain..It hurt seeing the most important precious thing in yourself broke...


"no, no, no this cannot be broken..this can't be broken"you said while you're crying..you Didn't even make an eye contact with the person standing in front of you... 

You slowly pick

Up the broken pieces of your armybomb while shivering  and crying....



As you pick all for them and put them all the problem pieces in your hands

"this is the only armybomb that I have, the only important thing in my life..You can call me crazy but It's been 10 yrs since they disband and it still hurt me knowing that I cannot see them everyday..They're the only person that healed my heart not because of them I will not have gone to a operation to make me. Live more cause I want to live more for them. They taught me to love myself more they taught me so many. Things..But 10 yrs from now I still cant accept the fact that they disband living me wounded.its been 10yrs and I still can't move on and now that my armybomb broke, I cannot buy a new one cause they already disbanded this is the only one that I have but now it's broke. Broke into pieces" you said those words crying in pain not even knowing who are those guys standing infront of you...



As you look up you were stunned, shock you Don't know how to feel seeing them again is a blessing to you and you were thankful but in pain too seeing your idol crying in front of you...




"we are very sorry if we disbanded, even though we didn't really want to leave you and the army.but we have nothing to do we need to stop even though it hurts us so much we need to let you go.. We are very sorry, we can just give you our lightstick want to broke you armybomb sorry"The leader of the group RM said you while crying and so you are it hurts to see them cry really hurt...



You stand up slowly and hug them all crying in there shuolder as they make a circle and hug you too..



"we are very sorry" you heard the say..






"I'm sorry to. Hurt you I know it's been 10 yrs that we've been disbanded as a group it hurts to and pain us to see an army crying because of us we are sorry.. Just always remember that we are always here at your side whenever you are where always there at your heart we love you and will always will"Jin said to you as he give you his own lightstick and hug you tightly and murmuring "sorry. Iloveyou"





As you let go you. Wipe your tears and smile at them

"maybe just maybe its time for me to. Move on from. You guys and start a new life. Even though I really don't want to let you go but I still.. Gonna try really try to move on.move forward from. You guys even though it hurts really hurt me badly... I'm still thankfull to what you guys did to me you guys are my inspiration and will always be... Thank. You so. Much for Everything that you gave to. All of us army.  Thank you I will always keep you all to my heart forever I love you. All so much."you cried in joy as you said those words ..


It's time for you to move on and make a new life even it hurts but still trying to do for the boys that is love of you life.




You look at them and hug them lastly

as you step backwards waving at them happily..

as you turn around and start walking you began to rewind the times that they are still a group band that inspire you

as you walk you smile and make yourself to move on and be happy



You walk and let them go even it hurts but still need to let them go for you to move on and be yourself again like what they said to even tho they're not always at your side They will  always be at your heart attached....

END

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Hope you guys like it... Sorry for the grammar it's my first time..i know that day would come but there will be hard though times for us to move forward....always love the boys always put them In your ♥ .

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