*Secrets* (YOONMIN)

*2*

Yoongi and Namjoon decided to sit at their seats before the teacher noticed that they were late once again. The class started calming down as the teacher walked in. Both of them exchange the look. They probably looked so confused, because a girl that sat beside Yoongi smiled and said

,,Oh Trey and Eliot poured cold water on that weird kid''

,, Huh'' Yoongi got even more confused.

What does she mean by saying that weird kid? Isn't he new? Yoongi never saw him before. I mean Yoongi rarely noticed others. So he might have gone a whole year without noticing this kid. Who knows.

And obviously, it was Trey and Eliot that did it. They were known as the school bullies. Everyone knew, but no one stopped them. Everyone at this school would just turn a blind eye on miserable and struggling kids and just pray to not be the next victims. And Yoongi knew it way too well, but he didn't complain. This school system made him into the person that he is today.

Thought the boy, as he got his books out of his black leather backpack. It was rare for him to have school supplies, I guess today was special.

After a while of thinking, Yoongi made the choice to forget that kid. I mean he was good at forgetting. The only reason why he wanted so desperately to forget the later was quite simple. He got this weird feeling when he saw him. And Yoongi did not like feeling very much. You know what? He really fucking disliked feelings. They only drag you down, he thought to himself. But the feeling that Yoongi felt while seeing that poor boy... He never felt that way, it was weird. To say the least.

As Yoongi was daydreaming, he heard a couple of girls in front of him murmuring. Yoongi liked to observe others, it's not like he had anything better to do anyway. You would think that a popular boy that could have almost anything he wants, would be happy and content with himself. But that was not the case with our Min Yoongi. He was different and he felt it. Once again... He did not like that. Most of the time he felt like a complete fuck up and thought that it's better to push your feelings away and pretend that they don't exist. That's why he was the way he was. You could even say he was a master at being empty.

He was the emotionless boy. The one that was feared by everyone. The one that broke hundreds of hears. The ,,bad boy,,. He liked that title for himself. He liked being feard, he liked being an asshole. He had so much anger in him that being that way made him release. He somehow felt safer when no one knew the real him. That way no one could ever hurt him.

His ears suddenly picked up a sound. A sound of the door opening. He looked up all his daydreams disappearing just like that. In the doorway stud the boy. He looked like he was crying. His eyes were puffy, red cheeks, and his lips red.

Suddenly the boy started smiling... And laughed

Murmuring started once again. Yoongi was more than confused. What was wrong with that boy, what is he thinking? Just smiling like that... Murmuring grew louder and louder, until Yoongi couldn't take it anymore. As he was about to stand up and go out. He felt a hand on his arm. It was Namjoon. He saw Yoongis expression and came up to him. Yoongi looked at his friend in the eyes. Namjoon only gave Yoongi a sad smile and gestured for him to calm down before walking back to his seat. He knew how much Yoongi hated things like this. It gave the boy bad memories, from the past. All this murmuring, shouting and chaos. It was unbearable.

After a while of trying to calm down, Yoongi made a choice to just walk out. He did not give a shit anymore. Fuck Namjoon, Fuck school, Fuck that boy, Fuck everyone and everything. He stud up and stormed out the class, pushing the boy that was still standing in the doorway in the proses.

His hearing went dull. Only white noise filling his ears up. The only relief Yoongi had, was that Namjoon isn't stupid enough to follow him. So he will have some time alone.

But he was so wrong.