Who would have thought that I would be caught in this position? Conflicted. Confused. Irritated. Alone. Exhausted. The list goes on.
All my life I've known what to do. How to do it. And when to do it. I am always prepared. I always know what to do and how to stay successful. Never have I felt the way I feel now. So what changed me to the point where I am so conflicted on what to do? Could it be the fact that this person crashed into my life without a notice? That I was not prepared for the consequences of my feelings. That I did not keep my faith as strong as it should have been.
Why is my heart aching, in need for something? Why is my chest tightening and fluttering every time I see you and we connect eyes? Why can't I remember to lower my gaze when I am with you?
Why?
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Her name is my Salvation
SpiritualNehir Yousef is a young muslimah at the age of 20 who has been recruited by a program in her university, where students studying medicine are chosen to work at institutions like hospitals and prisons in order to expand on their experience. When Ne...
