Rachael's pov
I open my eyes to a person sanding over over my bed, it takes a while for me to register who it is but finally I see that it's my mum. She's standing over me yelling things at me but none of it is processing into my brain, I look at her and nod, hoping that is enough for her. Thank god that it is, she finally leaves my room and I get up and ready for school. I hate school, the only good thing about that hell while is my best friend, Amy, she's honestly the nicest human being alive and I don't believe she has a bad bone in her. If I ever need advice I know for a fact I can go to her, there's only one thing though. I think I'm falling in love with her.
After getting changed into my school uniform I run downstairs to make my packet lunch, the school meals are disgusting so at the start of this year I decided to just make my own. After I'm all ready I sit in my living room and wait for Amy to come chap my door so we can walk to school. As I'm waiting I decide to watch a little bit of glee as I'm obsessed with that show right now, obviously I ship Brittana HARD. One day I hope me and Amy can be like brittana, two best friends who fall in love but I know she will never feel that way about me.
As I start to really get into the show I hear a knock at my door, I grab my bag and head out as I already know it's Amy. I open the door and see her beautiful blue eyes staring back at me. She gives me a nice warm smile and I blush a little but try to hide it.
Amy: "hey, how are you?"
Rachael: "I'm fine, what about you?"
Amy: "I'm doing alright, my parents are being assholes but what's new"
Rachael: "really? What have they been doing now?"
Amy: "oh you know just yelling homophobic terms at Ellen on the tv, I don't understand what's wrong with them. There's no way I will ever be able to come out to them"
I stop for a minute and the last sentence keeps replaying in my head, why would she need to come out to them ? Omg is she a lesbian like me, do I have a chance with her !!!
Amy: "oh my god, I just- I just came out didn't I, please don't hate my Rachael please"
Rachael: "wow, wow, wow, calm down Amy I'm not doing to hate you, honestly I get why you never told me since your parents are assholes but you could have told me, plus I'm a lesbian too haha"
Amy: "oh haha and I'm bi btw"
Rachael: "oh cool cool....you know what come here give me a hug"
I pull her into my big warm arms and hold her tight, she smelt sweet like strawberries, I didn't want to let go but I knew I had to at one point. I finally decide to let go and let her go off to her first class, sadly we are both in different years of high school so she has different classes than me. We are only 3 months apart in age but I'm a year bellow her which sucks ass. I always see her at lunch and break though so it makes my days worth going through.
All day today I contemplated telling Amy that I have a big fat crush on her but I really don't want to mess the friendship we have up, she means everything to me and I care about her a lot.
