Is it normal to close your eyes and wish for them to never open,
hold your breath so you're forced to suck in oxygen
Scratch your skin so hard it leaves red marks,
Just wished you were dead.
You ever wondered how it would feel to slowly bleed out,
Or float in the ocean, no cloud to be seen, sun beaming?
Is it normal to instead of fearing your last moments, to accept and embrace it
A sense of relief washing through you
Are these thoughts normal?
They're not?
I didn't think so either.
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Hey you!
So if you are reading this, thank you. I know it's a little dark and well yeah dark, but really and truly these are the feelings a lot of people have.
But because it is so 'dark' and 'weird', they are repressed and grow more intense. This is my reality, this is my outlet so no hate comments (If I even get comments lol) will be tolerated.
All my content is going to be somewhat dark, I just call it the reality. Either way thank you, till next time x
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RandomYou know those dark thoughts, the one that goes against the natural order of life. The ones that tell you to hurt yourself? Are they normal? Is it weird to embrace them, to crave them to the point of ecstasy? Or is it man's refusal to accept the ine...
