w o n d e r i n g (g r a s e r)

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by futuograser

by futuograser

Y/N means Your name if you weren't aware c;

-=+=- Graser's POV -=+=-

Today is the day I'm asking Y/N to be my girlfriend. We aren't even dating and I feel like I love her already. I hope she says yes, I would be devastated if she said no. I wonder if she will say no? Would we still be friends? It was be so awkward between us. The cube guys say she likes me by the way I describe how she acts around me but I'm still not sure.

I climb out of bed finally after some deep thoughts about everything. I still wondering about everything but I finally replay everything I'm going to say to her before I endure the courage to call her.

What If I mess this up? Before I know she picks up and saying Hello.

"Y/N yeah uhm- I was wondering if you would like to uhm go out tonight?" I say stuttering some of my words. I'm so stupid when I get nervous.

She giggles because she knows I'm nervous. Damn, why does she have to know so much about me? I imagine her smiling and giggling and it makes me smile.

"Like on a date?" She giggles. "Do I actually have to dress up for this?"

I laugh because she is one to always be comfortable. Its one of my favorite things about her, she could be wearing no makeup, have her hair in a bun, and be wearing sweat pants and still be so god damn beautiful, and hot. Defiantly hot. I still don't understand why but why I tell shes beautiful or looks nice, she always denies it. But think about that I finally snap out of my thoughts.

"Hello Graser? Are you still there?"

"What? Yeah Im still here. Yes If you wanna dress up you can. I thought we could go out to dinner somewhere and then see a movie?" I ask with some confidence.

A long... awkward silence is now and I'm very nervous she is going to say no.

"Graser I'd love to." I can hear the smile in her voice. "And what time will you be picking me up?" She giggles. She is god damn cute.

I'm actually so happy. No- I'm my happy, I'm ecstatic. You can say I'm doing a dance in my chair.

"Uhm- well I thought we could see (insert favorite movie here) at 3:00 and then go to (insert favorite place to eat here)?" I hope she likes it, I picked some of her favorite things.

"Yeah! That sounds great. Cya!" She sounds excited. Hopefully about the date. I hope she thinks it's a date. Oh my gosh, how am I going to ask her to be my girlfriend?

I lay back on my bed dumbfounded. My anxiety is through the roof.

I'm w o n d e r i n g how I can get this beautiful, sweet, gorgeous girl to be mine.