I walk to the studio...I try memorising my part then head off to sing it.."Woah!! Is that Hyungs voice!!"
"His so good!!!"
"Hyung looks so cool"
After I finished, I take the headphones off and walk out..
"Hyung!!" Jeongin runs up to me, his arms quickly make it around my neck as I hold onto his waist..
"Woah!! You okay!? Did something happened!?"
"Did Felix really hurt his foot or did he deliberately ask you to hold him!!"
"Jeonginie of course he was hurt..I can't leave him limping around..it'll make it worse..and listen, just because I'm with the other members does not mean you should get jealous"
"But I do!! And I cant help it!!! I know Hyunjin Hyung confessed to you and I don't like it!! I confessed as well but you never said it back!!!!" He yells walking away..
What did I just do!?
"Jeongin!! Baby please!! Hear me out!"
"NO!! Go ahead and mess with all of them!!! Don't come to me EVER AGAIN!!!"
I watch as his tears fall down while he was talking, once he was finished he covered his face and ran away...
Jeongin.....I'm sorry...but..do you know how hard it is to be with someone when another will get upset..I worry about all of you...I cant leave one for the other...I'm put in a very difficult position...I'm sorry if what you wanted for me..I can't give..
****||Hours Later||****
At the building I walked back to Felix and I helped him with his Korean..
We're back at the dorms now and I.N still hasn't said a word to me...
I can't leave him like this...
*****||Minutes Later||*****
It was time for bed...he didn't even glance at me...his really shutting me out..
What am I supposed to do...
While I say in bed..alone....it's been a couple of hours when I hear someone crying..
*sob, sob*
It's Jeongin.....his crying...because of me...
I can't take it!!!
"Jeongin...are you alright...can we at least talk?" I ask
"G-go *sob* a-away! *sob*"
"Please...you know I hate it when you cry like that..baby please"
"LEAV- *sob* leave!!..I-I *sob* don't w-want *sob* y-you in m-my *sob* life!!"
His words hit me like knives...no!! I can't leave him!!
"I'm not leaving you!! I'm staying here all night if I have to!!"
"*sob*...*sob* I-I don't *sob* care!"
Aish!! I can't leave him crying!!
I turn Him around so he called face me and hover above him..
"LET *sob* Let m-me go!!"
"NO!!"
I crash my lips on his, his holding back, I press deeper until he finally gave up and kissed me......
I can feel his arms wrapped around me as his hand runs through my hair...
I tilt my head for a better entrance as we both pull back for air..
He looks up at me shocked with wide eyes as I just smiled...I peck his lips one last time and leave to my bed...
W-what was that!! My hand reaches towards my lips as I slowly touch them..h-he kissed me....
I sit up...I look over at Jiseok who seems to be asleep...I want him now!! I want him more than ever!!!
I walk up to him "Jiseok!"
"Did my baby miss me" he asks
".....Let me sleep with you!"
He shifts over as I lay down..he comes forward and pecks my lips.. "goodnight and sweet dreams" He replies..
"Wait!"
"What's wrong!?-
I cut him off by kissing him...he soft lips on mine make me all jelly inside, I'm now above Hyung kissing him passionately...
Once we stop "bad boy! Go to sleep it's getting late!"
I nod and sit all wrapped up and cozy as he hugs me to sleep..
"I'm sorry for earlier Hyung..I shouldn't get jealous easily and...I shouldn't have screamed at you.."
"Sssh you made up for it already..let's not talk about it okay.."
I smile as I snuggle deeper into his embrace taking in his sweet scent, I can hear his heart beat which is way slower than my own..
I wrap my leg around his waist...I don't want him to ever leave me...
"Bad boy...go to sleep.."
I can feels his hand holding my leg which was around his waist...I feels as he slides his hand all the way down to my thighs then to my waist...
He places a soft kiss on my forehead as sleep takes over me...
I could barely sleep...every time I would close my eyes the image of Jiseok holding Felix would show up...
I had enough of it...I got up walking to the kitchen for a glass of water...why dose my fists clench when I see him with others...
I keep telling my mind to leave Jiseok, but my heart always finds away to run back to him..
Ugh!!!!
"Chan! Are you okay!?" Woojin walks in
"Y-Yeah I'm fine"
"It's about Jiseok isn't it"
"How did you know!?" I ask
"*sigh* Seungmin feels the same way, so does Minho, Hyunjin, Changbin, I.N and Felix...and I'm pretty sure Han as well.."
"They all like him!!?"
"Yes..."
"What about you!?"
".......no...not really..."
"I kissed him.."
"You what!!??"
"Yeah...is it weird that I enjoyed it.."
Chan kissed Jiseok...I felt upset...I do..I do have feelings for him, the members dont notice because I keep my feelings hidden, I was jealous when he called Jeongin Baby, I was jealous when he held Minhos hand, the time he gave Han a water bottle, the time he held Felix...not to mention the stuffed animals he won for Changbin, Felix, and Jeongin...and now Chan...who kissed him...
Me and Jiseok aren't really close...
"Woojin! Are you alright!?"
"Yeah!! I'm just tired! Well..I'll be going to bed"
"But what about the k-...forget about it.."
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We got the whole of Stray Kids in love With Jiseok!!!!!
Oh wow...this can't get any better!?...
Hmmmmm....which member do you like the most...who should be with Jiseok!?
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Opposite Gender || {COMPLETED}
FanfictionYour dream was to become a famous idol in a girl group, when you finally have the chance to do so.. The day of your sign up, realising you aren't a girl anymore... YOUR A BOY!!! You decide to go with your form!! You've entered Stray Kids!!! Your bia...