Stories of the forgotten...............

Authors story

I really wanted to add my story into this and i know a lot of people wont care or read it but i just wanted to share my experience with others and how i came/coming to terms with my identities.

Im the Author of this and many other stories (im not gonna say my name for privacy reasons of course) i currently identify as genderfluid (not fully out yet) and queer/questioning and this is ,y story.

I started questioning my sexuality when i was around 13 - 14 and am still somewhat questioning it to this day although i have started using queer only because i know im not completely straight so thats fun, i have been asked multiple times if im gay or not and the answer to that question was usually "i dont know". A few people know or suspect im not straight (hence the questions).

My gender-identity on the other hand is a little more complicated for i actually came out for this and that was scary, i didnt know how people would react some were good reactions one was even an amazing reaction from one of my best friends. Most of my friends still dont know but i might tell them sometime in the future. I started questioning my gender when i was about 14 - 15 and have only just come to terms with it in mid october 2018 and came out a short time later in early december 2018, the first person i came out to was one of my best friends who said and i quote "i know you were talking about that at the start of the year and i said i was fine with it" that almost made me burst out into tears hearing that, i was so scared the whole week leading up to that but once i told one person it felt SOOOOO good to tell even one person. That gave me so much confidence in myself just by saying those few words, well for the most part i wrote and used a special note (i might put it down below) which included my pronouns and the definition on how i would explain being genderfluid so that went really well. I actually made a few really good friends over the internet on my journey one i am currently talking to now, they really helped me a lot especially the one im talking to im just gonna call them A (they actually came out to me as trans the other day so there trying to figure out a good name im helping as much as i can from my end) i feel like even though we have never met offline we are good friends and i really want to meet them, i have voice called thek before and earlier we actually had a pretty awkward facetime so that was fun.

I think this has become more of a rant kinda thing than a story but hey this is how i told mine and i hope you can respect that, thank you and goodbye. 💙😸

My pronoun note.

As everyone knows I identify as a girl and my pronouns are she/her but as one of you may know, I am genderfluid meaning my gender and pronouns change from time to time. I have only found this information out this year, but now that I know and I am out I would like to change my pronouns to they/them i hope you can respect my decision. If you have any questions I may be able to answer just ask, but remember that this is hard for me to do.

Thank you.

Sincerely screen

Im just using screen as a cover name so dont worry my actual name isnt actually screen.