Ultimately

Gave you up🤐

"Aahhhh" bey screamed as another wave of pain ripped through her. She was giving birth at home so of course it was a natural birth and bey decided on this, because if she went to the hospital there is a good chance the paps would have caught her, or a witness would have gave a tip. That's the last thing she needed right now. She had to pretend she wasn't for nine months she did all that work, tight as outfit just to give her babies up. It hurt her she thought about her and Jays decision for nine long months but it would be easier and safer to give them up. She never wanted her children to be raised in the lime light she didn't want a camera to be pushed in there face everytime she or her children need to go outside of their own home. She didnt want them exposed to the camera so early in their life. She wanted her babies to get a taste of the regular life that she missed. "Fuck" she screamed as she felt her first child coming out of her she welped and held her bed sheets so tight to where her knuckles turned white. As her babies head was coming out she threw her bead back as vains popped out of her head and neck. Once she heard the crys of a baby she started to cry with happy tears. She looked at the baby as jay handed her a baby covered in goop but beautiful none the less. She looked and realized it was a girl just what she wanted. She smiled as she looked in the babies big, amazing, hazel eyes. A single tear fell from the bridge of her nose as it fell on her babies cheek and slowly rolled down her face. The wide awake baby looked at her and smiled. Then Tina took the baby to go clean her off, just as she handed the baby over she felt her other baby coming, she screamed as beads of sweat formed on her temples and the baby came out feet first. When the baby was finally out jay picled her up and put her in a towel. "Baby you wanna cut it since i cut the first borns" " yea ofcourse" as she says that Jay hands her the scissors as she cuts it and holds both of her babies Jay takes a picture that they need to make last a lifetime. She looks in there eyes and she can see that one day there gonna make it big in this world. They were beautiful but they didn't look like bey or Jay maybe they just need to grow into their looks.

They were beautiful none the less they were born with a head full of hair which the got from me and its black just like jay. But they both had honey colored hair streaks in their head so i guess that ones on me(pretend like its black, brown, and honey colored hair). In 3 days we have to give our babies up so i need to make these 3 days worth my life.

*Adoption Center*

"Damn" Bey said as a single tear dropped, as she handed her baby to a white lady that looked at her baby in disguist. I know she dont like black people but if she hurt my baby im comin back to kick this bitch ass, i dont think she knew who I am though. As i held my other baby a tear fell on her forehead. She now had handed both her kids over and she just needed to name them bedore they got put in the system. "Syren and Ocean " "cute" the lady said rolling her eyes at me. "Bitch, I'll kill yo shit" i thought. I signed them over and we left, as we drive home tears start to fall down my emotionless face. I knew i was fucked because as i cried i didnt make a sound, move, turn my head, hot even raised a eyebrow. I finally turned to look at Jay and he was trying not to make the tears leave his eyes but failed and they filled to the brim and all fell at once. I wouldnt be able to outlive this memory ever...