I need you {Len x gumi}

Crying Part 2

Hey there readers um......sorry for the short chapter I was writing on my phone so I wasn't sure how long it was so now I know and I will try my hardest to make this chapter loger than that one....BTW this chapter is in Len's point of view......ENJOY!!!

Kaito seemed to stay as fair away from me as posible it's probably because I beat my brother like it was nothing and then ending up sending him to the hospital I guess word gets around with a loud mouth sister (Rinto=brother).

When Kaito actually explained to me why e wasn't talking to me I was about to hurt Rin for the rumor she spread around the school saying I beat up Gumi for no real reason. The rumor was completely wrong because Gumi was perfectly fine and she can tell everyone the truth

When I just let the rumor spread around I felt so hated that I just never went to school. When Rin tried to talk t me I just ignored her because she is the reason my I am hated at school. My mom tried to get me to talk to Rin it didn't work. My dad tried it still didn't work. 

I stopped taking and went to school by myself listening to music. Kaito tried to talk to me I ignored him, mostly because I couldn't hear him. I went into school early because I didn't have a reson to be outside.When I go inside I see Gumi and tears started to fall from my face. Gumi saw me and tried to give me a hug,but I denied it.

Class started and my eyes were puffy and red which is rare to see.All the girls tried to talk to me even after they gave me dirty looks when ever I walked passed them.

After school every girl tried to talk to me, but i ignored them.When I made it home my mm gave me a hug and said everything was going to be okay. Of course I didn't know what she was talking about until I saw a letter on the table and no dad......what happened to my dad? Where is he? Is he hurt? I want all these questions answered.

"Sweetie um.... I don't want you to be really depressed and sad, but  your father...," she traied off then looked at me with tears in her eyes," your father killed himself!" she said with tears streaming down her face. 

The only reason why she told me this is because me and my dad used to bond and hang out together everyday even the day he tried to get me to talk to Rin we hung out. I loved hanging out with him. And hearing news like that made me cry a lot more than my mom. I pushed passed my mom and went upstair with tears running down my face. I stopped talking again and I don't think I ever will. I don't think i will ever stop crying either.

This is by far the worst experience ever. Did my mom ever realize my dad was suicidal? If so why didn't she stop him from doing that. WAIT! There was a letter on the table. I ran down stairs and got that letter and read it said:

Dear carly(their mom),

When you read this I'll probably be dead. I killed myself because I saw how much u had to deal with along with me being suicidal. I remember you said that you would to do anthing just so I wouldn't hurt myself and I'm glad I married you. Now that I killed myself you will be sad and depressed,but the best thing about you is that you would stay strong and live for the both of us. I so sorry I put so much pressure on you by killing myself. Make sure Len doesn't follow in my footsteps I spoke to him about that situation, so hopefully he won't hurt himself again. Tell the kids that I love them and always make sure they are safe. I know Len will also read this letter so make sure you keep your sisters and your brother safe and don't send him to the hospital again. Tell Rin not to be to aggressive because her old man died. I will miss you guys a ton and I hope everything will be okay when I'm gone. I'll miss you guysand I will never forget about you guys. I love all and stay safe.

                                                                                             From, Richard (their dad)

After I read that I did not want to let go of that paper ters fell not stopping.She knew and she didn't tell us and she couldn't stop him. I'm going to cry and I'm not  date anyone else because I know what the true pain of love is.

I can't take the pain anymore and I want cry anymore,but it looks likeI will continue.

Wow this was the chapter with feels in it I was listening to really depressing vocaloid song so now I have a really depressing chapter.Anyway I hope u enjoyed!