The story of my life

Chapter Three

Elisa

I was in a corner now. I didn't know what to do now, he just saw my hand and i had to tell him the truth about what was going on. Of course I didn't want Joseph to know because he would make a huge deal of it and I knew that he didn't want me or anyone else to cut themselves.

"Well no, not exactly..... You s-" I tried to explain to him but I was cut off by him interrupting.

"Listen everytime you start to put in phrases like what you just did, I know that you're trying to make something that is far from the truth, so tell me the truth." He said with a blank expression on his face.

"Yes I am cutting myself over him"

"Why? Don't you see that he's not worth your time! He doesn't even pay any attention to you, the only time he does is when he wants some sex from you." He replied quickly and immediately I knew what he meant. Ever since he found out from that bitch, Stacey who tells my business to any and everyone, he's been avoiding me. Only a week before his birthday, he started to speak and he expected me to get him a birthday present. I'm not snuck a bad friend all at once to not give him a present so I gave him a present. It was a phone, not the latest but still not the most outdated. He takes it everywhere with him. It was a Sony Xperia though.

"I don't know. When it hurts so much that I just can't fight with all the emotions inside me anymore I give up and let the razor to it's work." I said quietly because I wasn't sure about how I really felt other than that to tell him. I tried to hold back the tears from flowing but I couldn't. I broke down in front of him.