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The beginning of my rebellion

The beginning of my rebellion

That conversation had left me more upset than he had already reached the palace, did not know how to respond to what he said the father, and I knew I was about to discover me, so I said goodbye quickly and went away without looking back.

Way down the boulevard, and sit on a bench section to think, now that I felt that I was clearing a little of everything, I am again confused and not knowing what to do, it was possible that if I had everything I was thinking and I was going to the father, he could help ?, really needed help? Or do you really want to help?

Had a war in my mind as were many questions so few answers, but then looked back at my reflection in the floor and everything became clear to me a moment, it did not need help, I felt so good as it was with everything I was experiencing again that what reason would I go back ?, also was not so sure that this was new.

So make a decision, from that day would have to be more cautious about my actions, I could not help getting caught again, I had to act normally without raising suspicion.

And so, once I got up from the bench I went to the boulevard, smiling as if he had awakened from a trance, and I know that they noticed, for all peguntaban me that if something had happened to me. Smiled inwardly because amused me just knowing that the angels in Sion were so used to absolutely anything happen in Zion, that even the simple fact of not talking to none in three days, had become the topic of conversation and stir the whole city, millions of angels worried because he had not acted consistently the last three days, just thinking about it made me very funny, but I did not know why.

Likewise I became many excuses to avoid them and go home after a long day, I had already done my job and it was time to rest.

I must confess something, I know that at first try to excuse a little about the fact that he was called the father of lies, and although it is true that as you explain, the first lie in the Bible not told me, I'm really good lying, but quoting the Bible, cast the first stone who is without sin ... I've lied again, then yes, who has not done ?, the difference makes my lies were made public while the other They are still hidden.

I return again the story, to see, where was I? Let's now!

When I got home, ate something and then went to lie down in my room, when I start watching my hands, because with them it was that he had touched the light coming from that source, he wanted enserio much power to have it again, when suddenly I feel something is bulging in my crotch, and began to feel much desire to touch me, do not know why but I felt very hot, and started sobarme, I admit that I hurt a little, somewhat inexperienced, but nevertheless achieves explode in a sea ​​of ​​pleasure that was so exquisite, that at the end could not stop invading my guilt, but yet I will take off my fast, inside me there was something telling me that we already had before, because otherwise so how it come so quickly learned ?.

The days went by and becoming increasingly interesting, as always had a low profile in angels, to everything very cautiously without raising the slightest suspicion, until the day came that there was nothing more to discover, then following days became monotonous and absurd for me as I had finally found freedom, was now being prisoner of routine, even as I had forgotten the feeling of feeling that such wonderful power in my hands, came home and was twice tired, doing something that had begun to hate, it made my day off even three times as long and frustrating.

I also began to feel lonely, my friends, they were not my friends, is that it would not be easy to sit Belial, or Astarte, with which both had shared and tell everything he had discovered so far, not even I could imagine her faces, just would not understand and certainly would bring me trouble in the palace.