It's Okay I'm Here. {Yoongi x Namjoon}

충분히 좋은 (Not Good Enough)

Yoongi was sitting in his studio listening to music. He was trying to block out the ruckus happening outside his door. J Hope was chasing Jungkook yelling with a high pitched voice, "oppa". Jungkook absolutely hated that. Yoongi wasn't exactly himself, or at least his most recent self. He was more down than normal, he felt more pressured than usual. Yoongi was holding a notebook with new lyrics on it, he was trying to release a single on his solo career. He tapped his pencil on the page as he read the title and lyrics, "Another Day - Agust D;
나는 내 음악에 증오가 필요 하지 않습니다. 나는 내 스타일을 사랑, so I don't give a fuck. 무대에서 내 팬 들이 내 이름을 비명을 지 고 있 었 어 요, 하지만 그것은 단지 또 다른 날입니다. Another day." [(I don't need your hatred on my music. I love my style, so I don't give a fuck. See me on the stage got my fans screaming my name, but it's just another day. Another day.) Disclaimer: this is not an actual song he is writing, please don't start freaking out on a new song. His next song will probably be way better than whatever I could ever think of for lyrics.]

Yoongi leaned back in his chair and sighed softly. He thought about the time BTS won Artist of the Year. He started to feel a feeling swell up inside him, but quickly coughed to release it. He was not going to cry, especially since it wasn't tears of joy. It was disappointment, "나는 독주로 만큼 좋은 하지 않을 거 야.." He spoke under her breath so no one could hear him. (I'll never be as good as a soloist). "Agust D는 실제 아이돌이 될 수 없습니다." (Agust D will never be an actual idol). "S-save.. Me" Yoongi squeaked a bit. He didn't mean to, it was quite loud too, his voice did it on it's own. He got so scared if anyone heard him he took his mind off holding back tears. Before he knew it tears were running down his cheeks (his sweet adorable cheeks ⁞=༎ຶ﹏༎ຶ=⁞). He tried to stop the tears, but it was no use. He couldn't control it, he made even more noise trying to stop the tears. He didn't realize the noise he was making. Suddenly there was a soft knock on the door, "Suga, 괜 찮 아 요?" (Suga, are you alright?). Yoongi's eyes widened, it was Namjoon's voice.

Before Yoongi could answer Namjoon was already in the room. Namjoon shut the door behind, after shooing the others away from eavesdropping. Namjoon got an idea; talk in English. The others don't know English that well, plus he knew Yoongi was secretly fluent in it. "Yoongi.. What's wrong?" Namjoon asked. Yoongi didn't answer. Namjoon raised an eyebrow and sat criss crossed on the floor in front of Yoongi, "so.. You're going to have the truth untold?" Yoongi gulped, he could tell Namjoon anything, but this time was oddly different. "Insecure...." Yoongi managed to say through his lips softly. Namjoon sighed, "I know how that feels.." Namjoon could hear the others whispers from behind the door, trying to translate what they were saying. They weren't even close, "ignore them" Namjoon said. Yoongi looked Namjoon in the eyes, he felt different. Nervous maybe? He wasn't sure, this confusion frustrated him, "..get out" Namjoon was a bit surprised at Yoongi's response, "what?" Yoongi glared at Namjoon, "can't you fucking understand English?! I said GET OUT!" Yoongi took deep breaths not yet realizing what had just happened. Namjoon nods and gets up, he does a bow to Yoongi before he leaves. "오늘 밤 얘 들 아 혼자 남겨 주세요." Namjoon said to the others that were still eavesdropping (leave him alone tonight, please.) Namjoon went to his room quickly, he locked the door. He sat on his bed quietly, processing what had just happened through his head.