I close my eyes so I can't see,
How my life is falling apart in front of me.
I paint with red; the color of blood,
Hoping I could drown these demons with a flood.
How could it be?
My reflection sees the broken parts of me.
I never knew what to do,
But then these tears are painted blue.
You think of me as rainbows and sunshine,
But a portion of your mind asked if I was fine.
Just like how the sun looked yellow,
You never knew why my heart was so hollow.
Those two brown orbs that are looking at me,
I never thought they'd know me so deeply.
When will this pain ever end?
I'm so tired of playing pretend.
It's so hard to be on track,
It's like these walls are painted black.
Before these eyes run out of light,
I'll never back down without a fight.
