Drabbles of a Bookworm ~ One-Shots ( bxb, mxm, mxb )

Loving him

Jacob

Have you ever met that one person that you instantly liked?
You know, when every single thing about them feels right and meant to be.
That person that you just click with and are able to spend hours upon hours at night talking to them, never running out of topics or wanting to stop and the morning to come.

Well if you did then you will understand how I felt when my parents took in Peter.

I was ten and he was eight; a small little thing, scared out of his mind as he looked at us with his wide green eyes that reminded me of a lake nearby; that I liked to spend my summers at.

I was told at the time, that Peter was going to live with us now, since his parents died in a car crash and I remember being excited to have a little brother; someone with whom I could spend time with, since having Alpha parents was hard at times; them being busy all the time didn't exactly equal family time, so I was usually alone.

Peter was human, unlike the rest of us but I didn't mind. I instantly liked him, and once he began to open up we became best friends.
He was quirky and weird, a goofball and a jokester and I adored him.
He was like a sun; bright and warm, always trying to make everyone around him happy.

By the time I turned fifteen I realized that I was in love with him.
It didn't bother me at first since I never intended to say or do something about it; after all, we were always together, at home and at school, even though he was younger than me, and it was enough to just have him by my side. My quirky sun.

But then Meg happened.
Pretty, blond Megan, with her chirpy voice and flashing smile.
Peter fell stupidly in love with her and they became an item.
It was puppy love at first since they were barely thirteen, but it still hurt.
Seeing him touching someone other than me, looking at them with stars in his eyes, broke my heart a little.
I acted like everything was alright, not wanting Peter to notice that something was wrong and pester me about it because I knew that I would succumb and tell him everything and then our connection would be broken.

My parents noticed, of course, and tried to help but they couldn't really do anything, so in the end, I decided to suck it up. I was the future Alpha of our pack and I needed to grow some balls.

When I got the invitation to the Academy for future leaders of the packs, it really wasn't such a hard decision as I previously thought it would be.
A year away from my family and Peter sounded like torture just a couple of years back, but now, after having had to endure two years of the person I came to love deeply, loving someone else, moving far away suddenly sounded like heaven.
Especially after what happened the night before I was about to leave.

*

I was trailing my fingers down his soft, pale skin, eliciting hearty moans, as my hands went lower and lower stopping at the waistband of his boxers.
- Touch me, please. Just touch me.-
He begged me desperately, drawing a growl out of my mouth as I ripped the fabric off him and turned him around swiftly, so that he was lying on his stomach, his perfect, round globes up in the air for my perusal.
I leaned down, biting on his soft flesh, making him moan even louder, before starting to eat his perfect little pucker like a gourmet meal.
He was trashing and screaming, grinding into the mattress before coming back to fuck himself on my tongue and I was slowly losing my mind; the release fast approaching without the need to be touched.
He could do that to me, the only one who could and the only one I wanted. Just giving him pleasure was enough and soon we were screaming out each other's names as we found the release together.
- Peter!-