i lied when i said i was over it
i lied to myself
i lied to you
i do that too much, don't i?
it only hurts us in the end
i wish i could stop hurting you
i wish i could stop hurting
i lied
i wish she would talk to me again
i wish we could be friends again
but we can't
because of my mistakes
she won't even tell me what i did wrong
i just want to know so i can be better for her
for her and you
i wish she would stop ignoring me
i wish she would laugh at my jokes the same way she used to
the way she laughs at your jokes now
i wish we could all laugh at each other's jokes
but we can't
because of my mistakes
i just want to suffocate
