better; kim junkyu

six

"but I can tell ya one thing that I know
we were meant to be"

There she was infront of me crying, once again because of me. I still don't understand myself. She takes so much in because of me.

She doesn't deserve this. Not even a little bit. I don't want her to leave me but at the same time I don't. Sometimes I wish we never met in the first place, so she could be living a normal life without me.

But I can't change it and I'm honestly glad I met her, but I repeat she doesn't deserve this.

"Why do you keep doing this" she asked, I shrugged. "Why do you always have hurt me" she asked, I shrugged. "Why do keep hurting yourself" she asked, I shrugged.

"Say something, don't you know anything" she sternly said her sadness slightly forming into anger. "I can tell ya one thing that I know" I told her. She gave me the 'oh so you finally got something to say' look waiting for me to continue. "We were meant to be" I continued.

"Yeah why's that" she sassed. "No matter what I do you stay with me" I started, "No matter what you do I always find myself smiling. No matter how much I've hurt you, you still love me and I love you. We just can't live without eachother." I finished giving her a sad smile while tears were now flowing down my cheeks too.