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Shawn mendes sad imagine~<3

One mistake, two broken hearts, broken beyond repair, and why? Because you made the biggest mistake possible, you cheated on the one person who treated you right, you cheated on the one person you truly loved and why? You felt alone for the first time ever and he wasn't there to support you that one time in your life and who was? The one person you'd never chose, his best friend Aaron, they grew up together, they spend nearly every waking minute together, just like he spent time with you. Shawn was the one person you'd never want to give up and you were slowly pushing him away, every little mistake pushes him further away and breaks his heart that little more. And it began the night he was away, you were feeling depressed, deeper then you'd ever felt before, alone was the best way to describe it, you turned to self harm you stroked the blade across your skin time after time, thats when Aaron came in, he found you crying, he comforted you just like shawn would he treated you like shawn would but why? He picked you up when shawn wasn't there to do it, but you didn't realise he was the one pushing you down further. You didn't realise you where making a mistake, the biggest mistake, the mistake that could change your life. Yours and Aaron's lips joined as he made you feel different, he tried to make it passionate but in the back of your mind was a replaying picture of shawn, you pushed away but it was too late shawn had seen it all...

He had seen everything he was stood there, in your doorway with chocolates in one hand and flowers in the other, he came home early,

"How could you?" Shawn said tears welling in his eyes

"Shawn wait this isnt what it looks like i promise he was trying to help" you replied

"Helping you by sleeping with you?" Shawn said gaining anger "and Aaron? Why Aaron? My best friend"

He threw the flowers to the ground and walked away

"Shawn wait!" You pleaded "it didn't mean anything, he didn't make me feel as good as you do, he doesn't make me as happy as you do, you are the one i want just please just come back inside..."

"But he still made you happy? He still made you feel good? Just i need time to think" shawn murmured as he walked away. It had been three days since you last spoke to shawn you tried everything calling texting even tried his house but all was just a dud. You where beginning to think it was over forever, when there was a bang on the door...

"Look y/n i have spent the last few days thinking and i wrote this..." He said before he started strumming on his guitar and begun to sing the weight

"Shawn what are you trying to say?"you asked almost crying

"I...i think we should end it you obviously love Aaron i will just get out your way" shawn said as tears streamed down his face

"Shawn please i love you just don't leave please"you begged

"I can't" he said ad he began to walk away

"Shawn come back please we can sort this, it was a mistake" you pleaded

"Goodbye" he cried as he began to run

"SHAWN........

It was over he was hit by a car, much bigger hen him, he has been in a coma for the past month you know he wont pull through, you can't help but blame yourself, the weight was too much, the simple emotion was weighing you down.

You couldn't bare the thought of him dying, of life without him, alone.

You couldn't stay at the hospital anymore. You ran outside into the awaiting traffic thoughts obtaining your mind, slowly killing you off. you couldn't take it anymore, you couldn't take the pain...

it was over fast you jumped in front of a moving car so you could join shawn up there in heaven, where you could be at peace with the one thing that means more then life its self, shawn