I'll Be Your Superhuman

Part 5 ;P

This part goes to *anotherfangirl422425* and I just want you guys to know that I greatly apperciate you guys reading this.

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Kamea’s POV

I couldn’t believe the way that Ashton just stood up for me. I just stared at him with a shocked look on my face. When he looked at me his face was like ‘what is that look for?’ Then he asked,”What is that facial expression about?” Thats when I told him, “Nobody has ever stood up for me. I go to the principle, he cares but doesn’t do anything. It kinda sucks ya know?”

Thats when he said,”Actually I do know what it feels like. I have been bullied in the past and I started cutting because of it. It sucks, thats another reason why we had to move here. My mom walked in on me trying to commit suicide because of the bullying. That’s when my mom decided we couldn’t stay in Rockwood, Iowa, so we can start over, so I could start over and hopefully get new friends.” I just said, “Well its the first day at your new school and you have a new friend. On the other hand we’re a lot more alike then I thought we were.” He just looked at me confused, the suddenly the bell rang letting us know that we had 5 minutes to get our stuff and get to class before it was the tardy bell.

We started walking to our lockers because we were still standing where he had just stood up for me. I was still in shock when we started walking. Once we got to our lockers I finally said, “I started cutting when I was in 5th grade because of the bullying and my parents didn’t know I had done it. I had no one because of Kassy. I just glad your willing to be my friend if you are.?” I asked the last part.

He said, “Of course I’ll be your friend because I am willing to help you stop. I have been clean from cutting for about a month now, and I am willing to help you through anything, if you let me. I am willing to be your friend and maybe even later on your boyfriend if we are still talking and being friends.Thats when I realized his locker was next to mine. My last name started with a J. My last name is Jackson. I was the only J last name in that school and Ashton’s last name was the only I in the school. I loved his name period. I thought, "I loved him in general and now that he is going to my school it was gonna be hard not to fangirl over him. Hopefully if he wants to hang out after school he don’t mind all the posters that I have of him hanging on my bedroom wall.” I tell him, “Maybe, and I know we will still be friends unless Kassy gets to you, and tells you all the nasty stories about me.” As I stood there waiting for him.

“I won’t believe any of her stories because I bet most of them will be something that she will start. I am sorry but I will not believe her. I will come to you first and ask you if it is true or not. And if you don’t say its true then I will scream at her like I just did.” he said as he shut his locker and put a lock on it that he must have brought from home because the school don’t hand out locks.

As we headed to Contemporary Literature he took my arm and started to skip dragging me along with him. Thats when I knew that he was gonna be fun around. I just hope he don’t believe what Kassy says and does what he says he will. When I tried to have friends they said that they were gonna do what Ashton is going to do and they ended up believing Kassy. I don’t know if I can trust Ashton but I am going to give him the benefit of the doubt. And maybe just maybe he won’t be like the others. I just hope he isn’t like the others because he said that he would help me with my cutting which nobody else knew about so I am hoping with me being open with him that he won’t turn on me.

Once both of us got to the classroom. I guess I didn’t know Kassy was around the corner when I told Ashton that I cut because by the time we got to class the whole class started calling me emo, slicer, cutter. That’s when I ran out of the classroom crying for the second time that day. Shortly after I ran out of the classroom I saw Ashton in the girl bathroom watching my cut my stomach. He ran to me and to the bloody blade from me and told me, “Just because they say that don’t mean you have to listen sweetheart.” I blushed through the falling tears that were running down my face, “Also just because they know that you cut know don’t mean I am going anywhere. I told you that I was going to be here for you and I mean that. You need me, and honestly I need you Kamea, because if you look at it we’re more alike then we could ever be. Like yeah i had one “friend" at my old school but it was like he didn’t even know that I cut so I really didn’t think he was my friend. I also told him personal stories and I think he went and told the jocks the stories. He was one of those backstabbing “friends.” You may not want me in here but I am and I ain’t leaving either.”

Thats when I knew I could trust him because he was in the girl bathroom telling me things that were really personal. Thats when I fell in love with him more. Then all the sudden I kissed him. It shocked him but then he started kissing back. It made me happy so I smiled into the kiss. That’s when he pulled apart and asked, “Will you go on a date with me? I know its really early but maybe we can get to know each other out of this stupid ass place.” All I could do is shake my head….