Sorry Ichiro

34 2 0
                                    

(A.N. so I just wanted to put another warning here that the next few chapters could get a bit more on the horror side of things and might cover some sensitive topics I don't know but I just wanted to mention that I have barely any experience with anxiety or anxiety attacks I am only basing it on other things I've read and google so I'm sorry if someone has anxiety really bad and I offend you or something because I know really nothing about anxiety attacks or how they work or feel)

Midoriya [POV]

I figured something was wrong with Ichiro, he was deathly pale and his cheeks were a rosy shade of pink.  Along with the fact that his eyes were a bright red though I didn't want to mention that part to him.  I let him walk away hanging back leaving myself to my thoughts.

"Hey Midoriya where did Ichi go?" Emiko jogged up next to me

"He went back to class but I think he's sick or something" I told her

"What makes you say that?" She asked

"Well he seemed kind of irritated and was a deathly pale but his cheeks were red and so were his eyes plus he kept saying that he was dizzy" I explained

"I wouldn't think much of it it's probably just his anxiety messing with him it can really mess with his head sometimes.  Once its gotten so bad when we were kids he's been hospitalized but that was a long time ago" she shrugged "You shouldn't worry about it though if he seems irritable that's not like him so its probably his anxiety" The way Emiko seemed to just brush it off just made me more concerned and suspicious.  I walked back to class with her silently, listening to what she had to say if she did at all.  In class Ichiro was back reading a book but he seemed distracted staying on the same page the whole time.  He kept looking around nervously.  I exchanged nervous glances with Emiko

Emiko [POV]

Ichiro's anxiety is starting to get really bad.  This is just a hunch but I think he's having an panic attack but the fact that he hasn't done anything to cope with it like he usually does is what worries me the most.  Usually he just tries to avoid it but now he's just facing it head on.  I hope it doesn't get as bad as it did three years ago when he was hospitalized for almost two weeks having to be sedated constantly.  I didn't like seeing him like that.  It broke my heart.  Right now he seems terrified of everything looking around nervously every once in a while.  Right before class started Aizawa went up to his desk.  I waited silently listening to their conversation

"Are you feeling alright Ichiro?" Aizawa asked him though I didn't hear Ichiro's response though knowing Ichi I don't that he even gave one

"I think that you should go down to the nurse for a bit just to be safe" I originally thought that Aizawa was strict and mean who didn't are at all for us but I think he cares about us more than he shows.  At least a little bit.  Again I didn't hear Ichi respond but I saw in the corner of my eye Aizawa walk him out of the room.  They disappeared for a while before Aizawa came back and started class.  Ichi didn't return.

Ichiro [POV]

Aizawa walked me down the hallway to the nurses office even though I insisted that I was fine.  I kept seeing shadows moving in the corners of my eyes but when I looked over, there was nothing

"You don't need to lie about being okay just because you are training to become a hero" Aizawa scolded knocking on recovery girl's door before opening it.

"Aizawa what brings you here" Recovery girl asked as he walked in, I followed behind him

I wanted him to come in here and rest for a while" Aizawa told her stepping aside

"Oh Ichiro dear of course" She smiled waving me over.  I went over looking down at my feet.  Aizawa sighed walking away

"Oh you're like a little timid deer sit down I wont bite" she laughed patting the bed next to her.  I cautiously went over sitting down my shoulders trembling

"Why do you think Aizawa brought you here?" she asked me.  I looked over at the door thinking that I saw a figure standing there but, there was nothing

Recovery girl [POV]

The poor boy was shaking in his boots when Aizawa brought him in here.  He kept looking around like someone was going to try to kill him.  He talked even less than before when he first came in yesterday.  Whatever was going on in his head was eating away at him scaring him out of his wits.  I figured that he was having a panic attack that was a common thing that I saw in here.  It would usually end after a while but there wasn't much you could do especially if you didn't have any information about what was going on.  All I had to go on right now is a hunch

"I'm....., I'm scared" he whispered trembling even more than before.  That was what proved my suspicions 

"What are you scared of dear?" I asked trying to get him to talk more

"Everything" he mumbled quieter than before

"I think I should go talk to Aizawa are you okay staying here for a bit alone?" I asked, he nodded slowly pressing his knees to his chest.  I gave him one last concerned look before walking away to his classroom.  I opened the door

"Aizawa may I speak with you for a minute" I asked strictly.  He sighed annoyed and came out into the hallway.  I shut the door

"what is this about?" he asked

"It's about your student Ichiro" I told him starting to get annoyed with his attitude

"What do you think is wrong" he asked concerned

"I think he's having a panic attack though I don't know what triggered it he already doesn't talk much so it's hard to understand and without any information I can't really do anything for him" I explained shaking my head

"Maybe his sister would know they seem really close" he suggested opening the door and stepping back inside "Emiko could you come here for a second" he shouted strictly.  His sister came out her eyebrows furrowed nervously

"Is something wrong?" she asked fidgeting with her hands

"I believe that your brother is having a panic attack and since he wont talk to us it's hard to understand the trigger" I explained

"What was he like?" she asked concern lacing her voice

"Trembling and looking around nervously he also outright tole me he was scared" I told her

"I know how to calm him down" she insisted and I believed her so she followed me down the hall back to my office and to my surprise so did Aizawa.  I opened up the door slowly as to not startle him any more.  Ichiro was sitting on the bed one let pulled to his chest the other stretched out.  He was looking out the window.  Emiko tensed up next to me nervously

(A.N another cliff hanger wonderful what's gonna happen who knows but things only get worse from here so sorry)

New kids [BNHA OC]Where stories live. Discover now