It was 3:18 AM, with shaky hands and tears running down my face I slowly click on Ethan's contact
To: ethan🤮
hey i know its late and we hate it each other and all but,
can i call you?
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Homework homework homework. Its 1 am and thats all that I have been doing, I got 4 hours of sleep last night and probably less tonight. I didn't anti-anxiety meds because I ran out two days ago and my mom hasn't been home to order me a refill. I start crying, with Chemistry still left my worst subject. FUCK. I cruse to my self as I work on the first problem which made zero sense. I chose to take a break to look at instagram. I check the comments on my recent
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_emmachamberlain : Dining out 😘 oliviaroyure, ethandolan and 2,109 others liked.
oliviaroyure: y didn't you get me one 😢 _emmachamberlain: sorry bby
Wow a hate comment why am I not surprised. The more I scroll the more hate I got. Soon it was 3 am and I was full on breaking down. Why did people hate me so fucking much. I did nothing to them. I just posted a god damn photo I liked. But I kept getting called fat, ugly, worthless and even told to kill myself. I lay on my bed opening snapchat, maybe that would be better. Nope, Meredith and her little friend group kept swiping up on my story that Ethan posted saying "back off whore" or "He'll never want you" "He's to good for you" They were all right. I looked at the clock it was 3:18. Slowly with shaky hands tears flowing down my face. I click on Ethan's contact.
Emma hey i know its late and we hate it each other and all but, can i call you?
Within moments he responded
Ethan🤮 sure
Once I saw he said yes I quickly pressed the facetime icon. He answered immediately, he rubbed his eyes. "Oh sorry I-I didn't mean to wake you up" I said whipping the tears off my face. "your fi- Chambie whats wrong why are you crying." His eyes instantly light up with concern once he saw me crying. "Ugh it-its nothing I'm just a little pussy" I said with a fake laugh. "It has to be something." He said worried. "Ugh r-really I'm fine sorry I bugged you with my bullshit." I said whipping more tears off my face. "I'm coming over" he said getting up. "What no-" I said but the line was cut off. He probably just said that as an excuse to get off the phone, of course why would he care, its Ethan fucking Dolan. I sit on my bed my face in my hands crying, sobbing. 10 minutes later I heard banging on my door. I jumped a little, until I heard his voice. "Chambie it's me open up" Ethan shouted. I slowly got up and walked down stairs whipping the tears off my face. I opened the door and as soon as I did Ethan engulfed me in a hug. I felt safe. Like nothing could hurt me. I began to cry returning the hug. "shh it's okay Chambie, what's wrong." He asked as rubbed soothing circles around my back "Ugh i-its dumb" I said into his strong chest. "I doubt its dumb Emmy. Just tell me whats wrong" He said lifting my chin with his hand whipping the tears from my face with his thumb. "I um... I have severe anxiety, school, comments, messages little things get to me when I don't have my medication. I haven't had it for two days and its getting to me. I haven't been able to sleep." I say crying. He brought me back into his comforting embrace. "What comments?" He asked worried. "The ones from your girlfriend and friends." I said looking down. He quickly pulled his phone out and scrolled through the comments Meredith left. "That bitch" he said with a low dark voice. "Its fine really Eth..."I said looking down. "It's not fine Emma!" he said loudly. "Why do you care so much! You have said those same words to my face, telling me to die, that I'm worthless. Ethan you know I've come home crying because for your words and actions." I pulled my sleeve down with the bruise he left on me from this morning. His eyes widened as he looked down ashamed. "Emma, I'm... I'm sorry. I should never have said those things or hurt you. Tonight I have had more fun than I've had in years. Please take my apology" He said seriously filled with heart. "I-I... I forgive you Ethan..." I said looking down, tired, my eyes puffy from all the crying. Tears still escaping my eyes. Ethan pulled me into his chest. "Thank you Emma." He said. "I will never let anyone lay a hand on you again, you have my word" He said as he rested his chin on my head. "Promise?" I asked looking up at him. "I promise Chambie. Thank you for calling me tonight" He said. "Thank you for coming." I giggled. "Anytime any place Chambie." He said still holding me close. He really wasn't a bad guy.
(Authors Note:ThrEE UPLOADS wOW crazy, I should probably go to bed lol. Cyaaaa)
