You Are Mine

i am gonna go crazy

I open my I eyes and I see a white room. I see my mom on a white bed , she lookes at me and she starts screaming I try to get near her but she screams louder when I take a step and I pause I can't take this any more she is so loud and I feel like I am in pain " shout up" I shout back at her she looks at me and she smiles " you " she says still looking at me " you are not my child ,you are noting but a pain for me your father left because of you I hate you " she says a tear escapes my eye and she laughs " ha ha ha you are the baby who destroyed my life" with that I cry even more and my crying turns to shouting

" rose rose wake up " I hear her I open my eyes and see my mom sitting on the edge of the bad " it is just a dream " she says " mom you, you don't hate me right " I say my eyes being filled with tears " no honey why would you think that you are the best thing that ever happens to me" she says coming closer to huge me I glance around the room we are in and it wasn't familiar , mom hugs me tight and I can feel her tears on my shoulder

" where are we" I ask she let's go of me and sit next to me " we are in the hospital don't you remember you failed down the stairs " the memory of that comes running to my head

" oh " I try to get up and sit but my head herts suddenly I hear a door clicks I try to see who is coming in and I couldn't since my head is lying on the pillow and I don't want to feel any pain so I wait for the person to get in to my sight when and now I see a man who seems like is in his early 40's wearing a white coat

" hello Rose I see you have weaken up " he says looking at me before I could replay my mom says" yes she did docter " she says " his eyes land on her and he smiles after 30 secods of awkwardly smiling at my mom he says" you have beauty full eyes" what is he trying to flirt with mom no no no that is no happening not on my watch " doctor can you tell me my damage " I say looking straight to his eyes giving him face that says " I know what your thinking and you better back of" he looks intimidated ha my facial expression worked I should do that more often

" ya about that " he says and looks at my mom " you daughter won't have long term sickness but the floor hit her head hard so I prefer ,her staying hear until she hills" what no i have to go to school I made new friend and I don't want them to forget me why is this happening to me " how long is she gonna be staying hear" mom says with a worried voice " a week or maybe 5 days "

a week holy sheet I have to spend a week in a hospital I hate hospitals god please save me I will letarally go crazy hear " OK that will do" mom says " no it won't I have to go to school and I will miss my friends there mom do you want you daughter to go crazy and you know I hate hospitals and I am fine look " I say trying to get up I controlled the pain in my head and I sit up " see I am fine I say my mom looks at the doctor " um rose didn't you feel any pain when you sat " he says I open my mouth to say no but I can't lie maybe saying her is for my own good " ya my head herts " I say looking down on the floor

" OK so I will bring you clothes from our House you look awful with that dress " mom says ya hospital dresses is disgusting she moves forward to place a kiss my forehead .

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After mom brought me my closes. I changed to my pjs which are a pink shirt and a black shorts I stand and start going to the bathroom I get in and start looking in the mirror there are no brutes on my face but at the back of my head herts there is a white bandage circling my head I don't actually look that bad

I walk to the room were my bed is and suddenly my door opens and a blue eye catches mine I blink before I can say any thing to zayn he opens his mouth and say " sorry I thought this was room 455 " he says and move back wards to see the room number my room number is 456 " it " I sigh " it is okay " I say staring at his eyes and we stand looking at each other for secods awkwardly " okay I am gonna go now god bless you " he says closeing the door behind him

I jump on my bed and hide my face under the pillow and screem the door opens and I pull down the pillow from my face and I see zayn standing there watching me with a confused face " I think I dropped my keys in here "he says and his eyes search the floor my heart is beating like I climbed
A mountain I hope he can't hear my heart beating he grabs his keys and " bye" he says and I can't respond cause I am frozen ,he goes out and shuts the door behind him.

no one is reading my book but I hope I get readers soon