Hoping to be loved by you.......

CH 10

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After that night both Harry and Louis never really had a proper talk.
Although they both settled in for a routine.  Harry used to prepare food for Louis and Louis would go to office.
They would have dinner together but they both really never talked.

Harry was literally so confused with Louis behaviour.  He wanted to be that old Harry and for that he really wanted his old Louis back but right now it just seemed impossible.
Talking about Harry,  he still had some abdominal pain and he still gets those horrible nightmares.  No matter how much he tried he is not able to get that night out of his mind.

Right now,  he was getting ready.  His mother invited both Harry and Louis for dinner after their marriage.  Louis was in his room and Harry was in his room applying medicine to his wounds and marks. He still had them and they still hurts.

He quickly applied the medicine and started wearing his black skinny jeans with white shirt. He heard Louis calling for him and he quickly took a glance in the mirror and went out.  He saw Louis standing at the door looking handsome as ever.

He walked towards him and they both locked the door and started walking towards the car. They both settled down and Louis started the drive. After a few moments of silence Louis spoke " I hope you won't tell your mom about our broken marriage? "

Harry looked at him for a while and he realized how wrong he really was.  How wrong it was for him to think that he would get a chance to start all over again with Louis.

He was brought out of trance when Louis spoke again " Harry answer me! "
Harry could not answer. The lump forming in his throat was enough to silent him so he just nodded and looked away to hide his tears

" Ok then! " Louis spoke and then again thr car was filled with very uncomfortable silence.

After 15 minutes they finally reached the house and Harry started walking out of his car when suddenly Louis stopped him. " Just act like we are in love,  act like a happy married new couple and just stop crying. "

Harry just nodded and they both for out.  Louis interwined their hands and they both walk away hand in hand but when thing Harry thought did Louis notice him,  did he knows Harry cried.

The both reached the door and knocked.  Anne came and quickly smiled at both of them.  She hugged Louis ans then harry.
Harry felt so overwhelmed after a long time he felt love,  he wanted to cry so bad but hr knew that he can't do he just walked in.

In the house he was very surprised to Perrie,  his sister with Zayn his husband and their little 2 month old son zach.

He was surprised to see everyone there and he quickly went to hug perrie. " Don't worry baby bro we wanted to surprise you,  it's been a while isn't it and zach wanted to meet you" She whispered in his year.
Harry smiled and went to huv zayn who simply ignored him and walked away.

Zayn never really liked Harry and after that horrible incident he became rude and simply ignored him all the time.  Everyone thought Harry never noticed it but Harry was not blind to see that disgusted face zayn always made when Harry was near him.

Harry just ignored it with a small smile and went towards zach's crib.  He looked at him and was surprised to see him smiling happily and moving his hands and legs in all directions..
" Look he's so happy to see you! " Perrie whispered. Harry simply smiled.

They all sat down in the living room and everyone started talking with Louis.  Perrie sat beside Harry and tried to cheer him up,  she knew Harry was going through a lot right now and she just wanted him to be happy.

" Harry, how are you " She asked.
"Good" Harry said
"Harry you can't hide your pain from me you know that right,  so just tell me the truth " She asked concerned.
" I'm good perrie,  I promise" Harry answered.
" You know Harry I'm still not convinced, but let me just tell you if you ever feel like sharing your pain with me just give me a call. I'm always there for you! " She finally spoke and went to hug Harry when suddenly she heard zach crying.

She got and went to take zach from his crib. She came back and again sat beside Harry. She noticed how Harry was looking at his son with a fond look.
" You wanna take him" She asked Harry.  At first Harry seemed confused but then he asked " Can i? "

" Of course why not just take him" As she was about to give the baby to Harry suddenly zayn took zach away and spoke angrily.
" Perrie don't you dare give my baby to those disgusting hands of your brother,  I don't want my son to be touched by that dirt. And Harry don't ever try to touch my baby again. " With that zayn walked and perrie went after him screing his name.

Everyone seemed a bit shocked with thus sudden outburst especially Louis.  Everyone just sat there with their mouths wide open when harry suddenly spoke " Umm,..... I.. I will... Just.. Come back.... I... Washroom... Just a minute " With that he suddenly walked away and it didn't take much time for Louis to know that Harry was
Crying.

Now it was just Anne and Louis and Robin. Suddenly Anne spoke " Louis please just take care of my baby,  he's going through a lot.  A lot.  I know he's not strong enough to handle all this on his own please help him.  Please just be with him. Please just take care of him. Please".

" Mum I know he's not strong enough but let me promise you one thing I will always take care of him. Always.  Okay don't worry and let me just go and check on him. " With that louis hugged Anne and walked away to look for Harry.

He climbed upstairs and walked towards harrys bedroom.  He slowly opened the gate, the room was dark but he saw Harry sitting at the corner of his bed and staring at wall blankly. He walked towards him and slowly sat beside him, he saw tears rolling out of harrys eyes and he couldn't help but feel really bad for him. He wanted to hug Harry soo bad and that's what he did.

Louis knew what Harry needed in this hard time, he knew how to heal Harry and he knew how to finally make him smile.

So he finally wrapped his arms around the shaking figure of Harry.  Harry just leaned into his husbands loving, warm arms and started crying.

" Why lou?.  .. Why do I have
.....to bear all this pain, ...physically, mentally. Whatever happened was not my mistake. That night..... That night destroyed everything. Our bond.... Of love..  Your love for me!.. Everything " Harry spoke and started crying in Louis chest.

On the other hand, Louis felt hurt, guilty due to harrys confession. Never in a million years he could have thought how much hurtt and pain harry must be going through. So he promised himself that now he will definitely make Harry feel loved and respected, even if he has to go against his own father.

"Shhh... Shh" Louis tried to calm Harry down and ran his fingers through harrys short curls. "

They both sat there silently with harry crying and Louis trying to soothe his heartache.

Hey lovelies!

Itz been a while so sorry for such a long wait.
Just, I want to tell you I love you and I hope you don't hate me.

Anyways next update, I can't promise but let's say it would be soon.

Also, Sweetdirectioner420 you likes this update?  Thanks for motivating me to get started again.

Love you all!!
~author.💞💞