HIS: Flower (Taehyung) | {Book 6} ✔️

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The more I looked at him, the sadder he was. Everytime I saw him, my heart cried out to him. There were various reasons for this, but mainly it was because of the sadness he held inside of him. Because Taehyung wasn't like this—not originally.

Thus every time I saw him, unexpected, on a random day, on purpose or not, I could not let him go. I could not just let him disappear again.

Soon...I realized that the reason why I could not stop myself, I could not distance myserlf as he wished was because he was hurting, and he needed me. As much as I needed him, he needed me.

Taehyung was—in part—hurting because of the same blood inside of me. He was hurting because she was not here anymore. He was hurting because she betrayed him.

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When I first met Taehyung, he and my sister had agreed to get married, not long after they met. Kind of like a flash meeting and dating then a wedding.

I was young, yes, but I fell in love. The moment I met him it had been like Cupid shooting an arrow through my poor young heart.

From the moment I first saw his face, that tender, yet warm and masculine face, I knew he was wonderful. He had that wonderful smile that brightened up your day because he was warm and welcoming.

I grew up, but my feelings didn't. It didn't fade as I hoped.

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I grew angry at sister.

Once I found out, when Taehyung told me, I found myself cursing her name. Even though she was my sister and I loved her, for her to hurt him, it had filled me with resentment.

My sister, who had Taehyung's devotion and heart, had disregarded everything that Taehyung had done for her. She had thrown away his heart away as if it was a cheap toy bought from the street. She had thrown it away after breaking him.

Taehyung had grown unable to trust, had self hate and had lost his smile because of her betrayal.

She had done all that when all that I had wanted was to see him happy, because I loved him. More than I had realized, not until Taehyung told me and I began resenting my sister, I had loved and devoted myself to Taehyung.

This was not a simple crush.

This was not a simple emotion that I had created from a childish sentiments of long ago.

The feelings that had only been a bud at a young age had become too large and in bloom for me to hide.

I loved Taehyung.

I was in love with Taehyung.