I am learning how to love him by loving myself.
I'll say,
" I am sorry. I am not an easy person to want".
He'll look at me confused and say,
"who said I wanted easy? I crave goddam difficult people"
I do not want you to fill the empty parts of me.
I want to be full on my own.
I want to be so complete,
I could light a whole city,
Then I want to have you.
Love will come,
And when love comes,
Love will hold you,
Love will call your name,
And, you will melt sometimes,
Love will hurt you,
But,
Love will never mean to.
Love will play no games ,
Cause love knows life has been hard enough already.
I'd be lying if I said you make me speechless,
The truth is,
You make my tongue so weak it forgets what language to speak in.
