Troubled Mate

Chapter 1

Bella's P.O.V
I groaned as i got up off of the floor, dusting myself off. I could already hear my mother walking around, I grabbed a hoodie and some leggings and put them on. As I was getting dressed I had the urge to cut. I grabbed the razor from under my pillow and make 4 fresh cuts on my arm. Satisfied I continued getting dressed and left the cupboard. I could hear my mother coming into the kitchen so I grabbed my bag ,an apple and left through the back door.
I guess I should introduce myself, I'm Bella and I'm 16. I live with my abusive mother and I attend Lakeland high. And yes I'm suicidal...
My father died when I was 3 and she blamed me for it. She turned to drugs for comfort and therefore that caused her actions. She would hit me, throw things at me and sometimes cut me. Even though she does that I still love her.

I got to school and immediately went to my locker. I wasn't lonely but wasn't popular. I had a few friends but I despised everyone else. It wasn't that I hated people I just couldn't trust anyone. I only trusted 3 people. Amy,Jade and Dakota. They're my bestfriends and I tell them everything...apart from me being suicidal. I saw Dakota and I smiled at him.

" hey Bella!" He said too excited.
"Why are you so happy it's Monday!" I groaned
"Because....there's a new boy coming today and apparently he's fit" he whispered.
Of course he was excited for that. Dakota is Gay and hasn't found his mate yet like me. Jade and Amy have both found their mates and they're really cute together.

I was putting the last of my books in my locker when I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turned round to be face to face with the biggest bitch ever. Katie.
I rolled my eyes and closed my locker. I faced back around and she was accompanied by her two rats, Kelly and Stacey.
"What do you want Katie?" I asked agitated.
"Oh look the freak talks" she sniggered. I was about to leave when she grabbed a fistful of my hair. I yelped and she laughed , she threw me back and my head hit the locker. Her friends smirked at me while she went to grab me again but I was blocked by what looked like a wall. I tried to stand but I was too dizzy. I heard her gasp and I tried to look around. She was trying to flirt with whoever this boy was, she was touching him and for some reason it made me jealous. I don't even know this kid but yet I felt attracted to him. I had managed to stand, leaning against the lockers. When he had enough he shooed them away.
" awh come on hot stuff come with me not that freak!" She said in her annoying tone
"No.. I'm not hanging out with a bitch like you" he growled.
Her eyes widen and she scoffed. While walking away she looked back at me and him and said.
"Don't come running to me when you get bored of the freak!"...

First chapterrrr. I know It's bad but give me ideas. Ok now baiiii