Our Secret Friendship. (ON HOLD)

3- Auto

  "Sometimes loving harder is the key."

Monday.
Kaycee.

Making my way into the school I go to our regular spot which in the morning, which is a bench closer to all of our lockers.

  I'm usually the last person you arriving, but mom woke me up early to do some things for her so I'm now the first person here. To occupy my time I got on my phone checking my social media's.

  Tahani and Bailey finally arrived behind them was Josh, Julian, and Kenneth. I greeted all of them and they we instantly started conversation.

"Are you guys going to Jake's class after school ? I don't feel like going home so I am," Tahani asked. Before any of us could answer Sean and Will came through the school, "WASSUPPPP ?" Will greeted the boys, "GITTTTT," was the others reply except the girls. I'm convinced that we are the only normal ones in the group.

  Sean say beside me and will sat in between josh and Julian. I looked at Sean making him look at me, so we were basically just staring at each other. "Goodmorning Shamu," I said enthusiastically. He chuckled at me, his raspy voice spoke making shivers go down my spine. "Goodmorning beautiful," he touched my thigh gently making me blush.

  The others looked at us weirdly, they were big shippers of us, but me and Sean were just friends and didn't want a relationship. Nobody knew what went on with me and Sean except of course us.

  He began fooling around with the rest of them, while I just sat there quietly listening to the conversation. He began to rub my thigh gently as he was talking, I felt butterflies. I loved when he touched me, it always had an effect on me, it calmed me.

I laid my head on his shoulder, rubbing the arm that was holding my thigh. He looked over at me, "you okay ?" I slightly nodded, "Just a little tired that's all." He nodded  understandingly continuing to rub my  thigh.

A few minutes later a girl approached the table. She was pretty and had beautiful hair. "Wassup Anna ?" Will said smirking at Sean along with Julian and josh, Kenneth  noticed and was lost just like me and the girls. She waved and greeted everybody except the girls and I.

I looked up at Sean wondering what was going on, he avoided eye contact with me. He chuckled and looked at Anna up and down hungrily. "Hey Sean," she flirted "hey Anna." They began making conversation. And he took his hand off of my thigh, now making me sad at the loss of contact. I didn't know the feeling that was going on inside of me, I scooted closer to Tahani and farther from Sean.

  I started talking to the girls to distract this feeling, but it didn't work. I looked over at Sean and the girl, and he was touching her thigh now and smiling with her. I keep trying to remind myself that we are friends, but he is literally doing this while I'm here.

I know he talks to a lot of girls, but I didn't know he would do it while I'm around. My mood changed instantly to annoyed. "I think I'm gonna go to class early," I said hoping that Sean would get up and walk time to class, but he ignored me, and continued with her.

I sighed beginning to gather my things, I sat up from the bench telling everybody I will see them later, they all replied except him.

I walked to class alone with a pang in my chest, but I had hope that he would be done with her by the end of the day. I promised myself that I would ignore him like he did at the bench.

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Sorry for not updating ! School is kicking my butt literally.

But I have started on chapters for this book and my other book which I will be updating later on today !

Can you guys leave book suggesting ? I feel like I read every Saycee book there is, and that's sad.

-Seaycee lover 💛.