Tired of love

Introduction

Hi. My name is Robin, and this is my story on how I became so cold-hearted. So sit back, relax, eat some ramen, and enjoy the story. 

February 14, 2012 

I was only 11, we were in class passing out little goodies to each other. When it was my turn to pass out a card or treat to my classmates, I instantly darted toward this kid named Luca, he was the cutest boy in my class, every girl loved him, and every boy wanted to be him. You could say he was "the popular kid". Now as a child I was pretty clueless, so I didn't know he was all popular and shit, so when I stood in front of his desk holding a red envelope that had red sparkle hearts all over it. I haded him the card and started confessing my feelings to him--- " Luca...I really like you! I've liked you since 3rd grade, a-and I was wondering if you would be my valentine"  and how did he respond? certainly not with the response I was looking for. what he said crushed me, well what did I expect? I was in 5th grade! I was oblivious. 

About a week later he approached me with a fake sad look on his face.  After what he said to me on valentines day, I've tried to avoid him as much as possible, but it's hard to do so when you're in the same class as him.  Luca apologized to me and said that he did that because he didn't want to admit his real feelings to me, and of course I believed him. So after that day, we've dated for quite some time, 5th grade to 6th grade to be specific. We were happy together, or so I thought. Halfway into 6th grade, he started calling me names, and not the cute nicknames you would call your girlfriend, he would call me names like "Chubby" or "Ugly" now if you think mean nicknames were bad, he would even insult me. I didn't leave him right away because I was afraid..afraid he would hurt me if I tried dumping him.  So...I put up with him..then one day I snapped. 

May 1st,  2013

"I'M DONE!"  everyone was staring, but I didn't care at that moment. Standing there in the cafeteria, with milk dripping from my head, tears filling my eyes, I was pissed. "HOW DARE YOU TREAT ME LIKE IM SOME RAGDOLL!  IM DONE WITH YOU TOOLING WITH MY HEART!"  I slapped him and ran, ran as fast as my legs could take me. I sat there in my English class, completely silent. My friends were trying to comfort me, but they were also trying to hold back from laughing. I was blocking out the real world and stayed in my little fantasy world.

July 1, 2013

I just got a text, from who you may ask? take a wild guess, yep, Luca.  Here is how our conversation went-

Me- what do you want?!

Him- I'm sorry for what happened between us..I was a jerk, forgive me?

Me- Not in a million years. 

Him- please...I still love you 

I  stopped responding to him for a while after that, I needed to think, think about my feelings for him, did I still love him? No! I couldn't...he hurt me.  I was officially done with him.