Tired of love

New kid in school

"wait!!" The nerd was following me down the hallway, he was running after me with his glasses falling off his face. Oh boy...just what I need, embarrassment from a nerd. I grabbed the boys hand and dragged him down the hall, I turned the corner with steam coming from my ears. "What do you want from me," I asked, as a carefully pinned him against the wall in the middle of an empty hallway. A blush covered his face as he stammered over his words, he couldn't look me straight in the eyes, I found it cute for a moment but then I quickly snapped back to reality. "What's your name..?" I wasn't intentionally planning on asking that, it just blurted out of my mouth, the boy answered quietly, not looking me in the eyes. "My name is Aiden". Aiden had a nice slim figure, he did look like he lifted weights. I moved my hand from him and just walked away, not even taking a quick look back to see if he was watching me or not. Sure enough, he was.

June 2, 2019

The incident that occurred yesterday, was stuck in my head, it was all I could think about. I changed into my favorite white tank top, and black skirt, to complete the look I put on a blue jean jacket along with long leather boots. I threw my hair into a bun and went downstairs for breakfast, I made my way into the kitchen and found my older brother sitting there, sipping on his morning coffee. He didn't bother to say a word to me, he just looked up from his phone and looked back down at it. Rude...I thought, but I couldn't let my day start off stressful, I grabbed my backpack from off the hook then grabbed my car keys from off the counter. I left the house and darted to my used but newly looked car, I drove off to school with the radio turned up loud and my favorite song blasting. I parked my car in my reserved parking spot and hopped out the car, I made my way to the entrance of the school and I could see Aiden standing there, he looks like he may be waiting for someone. I approached him and simply asked, "What are you waiting for" he looked away from me, I could see him turning red. He answered me stammering over his words once again, "I-I was w-waiting for y-you" for some reason those four words made my heartache. I guess it has been a while since I've heard those words.

June 8, 2019

It's been a few days since I've last spoken to Aiden, I guess I kind of missed him. Not only his presence but the fact that he makes me feel loved and wanted. I walked through the hall, avoiding all the people I hate or couldn't stand in general. I spotted Aiden from across the hall and I ran to him, I hugged him tightly and instead of hugging me back, he shoved me off. "Don't speak to me ever again" he walked off as he carried on his conversation with this other girl, I felt myself turning red as tears rolled from my cheeks. ... I find myself crying over a boy I barely knew, I guess I could only blame myself. I didn't want anything to do with him at the beginning, but now, it's as if I never want to let go of him.

Sorry for not updating in a while., If I'm being honest- I kind of have forgotten about this story.