i'm lost
sometimes i sit and stare at the wall
just trying to see if i can feel anything
i wrack my brain to try and find a morsel of thought
but the more i think the more empty i feel
like every inch of my capacity is vacant
ghostly, dark, abandoned.
i'm lost
i'm lost because i feel nothing
i'm lost because i want to feel everything
i'm lost because i have nothing
i'm lost because i want to have everything
i'm lost
i'm lost because i'm numb
