Chapter 9:

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Maria's POV:

I woke up hours later I still feel pain shooting through my body I got up and was dizzy and held onto a wall.

"Whoa you ok?" Kian came in with the guys especially Conner who came up to me and steaded me but his hands creeped around my waist

"Cut that out" I groaned in pain as it shot through my body again

"I can't stay away from you, I can keep you safe" he started to kiss my neck

"Get. Away. From. Me!" I yelled and pushed past them dizzy not wanting to care where I was going I felt myself pushed against a wall but was to dizzy to focus on there face

"Look at me!" He yelled but not that loud but loud enough to make me face his face

"W-who are you?" I asked confused all of a sudden lips crashed into mine and I knew exactly who it was..jc

"No please stop" I shoved him away

"Stop" he pressed his body against mine

"Please move away from me.." I said quietly so dizzy from the shot that still is trying to heal the bite

"No" he stood there I tried pushing him off but he overpowered me

"What do you want?" I asked putting my head against the wall

"I want you to come with me and forgive me" he punched the wall which made a big hole and I jumped

"N-no why would I be with you?" I was terrified because of him he bit me and now just easily wants me to forgive him?

"Because you still love me and you aren't struggling to be free" he said it near my lips ok yes I kinda did think that was hot but I will not for give him nope

"Oh like this?" I shoved him as hard as I could and he stumbled back and I made a run for it

"Your not going anywhere" his voice changed from soft, to cold I was running for my life but I couldn't run good because of the shocking pain I went in the elevator and clicked the button. He grabbed the 2 doors that were gonna close open and got in, they closed and he pressed the emergency stop button

"Stop running from me" he shoved me against a wall and got his vangs out and hissed at me

"I-I won't" I was shaking his hot breath was on my lips

"Be mine.., be my beloved princess.." He whispered near my lips he tried to make me fall for him but I didn't I quickly kneed his balge and opened the doors and made a run for it

"Maria!" He was after me but I kept running

"Maria?" I heard kian say and he pulled me inside once he saw jc he blocked the door with some things

"Why did you bring him here!?" Kian was now against the door

"He followed me here!" I fell on the bed wanting to just be left alone.

"Maria! Run!" I heard kian try and hold jc back and I looked straight in his eyes

"Maria go!" Kian said and I jet off going to the beach

*7 hours later*

I kept seeing jc looking for me I was ducking, and hiding bopping and weaving through the beach, I don't know what to do? Should I just forgive him? Is this even real? Me falling in love with a dark vampire who wants me to forgive him? Who slapped me for the first time? I'm so shocked and just scared I'm like a little girl again being scared when my parents fought and for once my dad smacked me I don't know if he was drunk or just mad that my mom didn't have sex with him? I was scared so I went on the swings put in my earbuds and listen to "Marina & the diamonds the state of dreaming" till I saw that there was a shadow and looked up slowly and saw the coldness of jc..I just stood up and looked him right in the eyes.

"Why aren't you running darling?" He said trying to touch my face I slapped it away

"Because I'm glad we broke up" I walked off till I felt him grip my wrist hard and tugged me somewhere I tried stopping on my heels but the more I did he was stronger and kept dragging me.

"Let me go" I said quietly his grip tightened and stopped in a ally

"I can't control my dark side..I didn't mean to have sex with savannah but...she's pregnant and it's my baby..." Tears fell I felt like I was nothing and I just fall I felt him caught me but I cried and cried. Why is he still around? Why is he here!

"Look at me" he tried lifting my head but i denied.

"Maria please look me in the eyes, and tell me you still love me" he's soft voice feeling his finger tips on my lips, I slowly looked up at him instead I looked at the wall

"Your not looking in my eyes" he said his voice cold now I slowly looked him in the eyes and his eyes were now sea blue again

"Kiss me" he said softly

"Why would I?" I said looking slowly down his lips

"Do it, it calms me down..." He leaned in and I leaned into our lips moved in sync it was passionate I pulled away after 2 minutes which felt like in hour his eyes were still sea blue.

"Your eyes aren't brown jc.." I started to walk off till he grabbed my wrist

"I'm sorry, please don't run for me." His tone changed into soft and sweet which made me tear up but I blinked away the tears.

"Please maria" he begged till I turned around and hugged him, deep down I loved him. He was funny, cute, adoring, sweet, romantic but yet he broke me made me feel like I was a old doll that he went to when he had no other doll to play with. But savannah!? It hurts like I was shot many times I somehow lost it everything went black..

*4 hours later*

I was on the floor voices were echoing till I got a good clearness I was on the floor. I heard unfamiliar voices than again I heard conners, jc, kian and the guys I was now being lifted bridle style by jc

"P-put me down...." I said quietly

"No your eyes are red, your eye color has changed and I'm taking care of it" I heard him say in a cold voice which shook me a little bit should I trust him again? I don't know anymore..

"Kian stand back" I heard jc say I felt arms pulling me every till I was falling than arms have caught me I smelled the cologne on there black jacket and it was Conner running, I heard voices echo till I had smashed lips on mine and he explored my mouth making me hungry and again I blacked out..I was left in thoughts, lots of them. What was happening to me? Why is it happening to me? Why don't I feel anything and why do I black out when it happens? My head just swarmed with questions and memories but most importantly nightmares lots of them..

A/N: hey guys! Sorry for not updating I started school recently and I won't update much Bc I wanna get good grades so I'm sorry if I don't but I love all the support :) it makes me happy that u enjoy this book :) bye guys!

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