Married to him

Confused part 1

Still Saturday Night almost closing time.

30 minutes later i walked back to the lady and the kid and handed them the food "I'm so so sorry for the late order" i said "it's ok" she said "ok thanks bye" i walked back to Tina "ah finally my break" i took off my apron and sat down i walked into the kitchen and made myself some food i walk out with my little order i sit with Tina and Lola like always there are substitutes for us while we are on break then Ross comes over "can i sit with you guys" Ross asked "sure why not" Tina said getting up from my seat so he should sit next to me we all ate after that Ross put his arm around my shoulder and Tina looked at us. "what" i said looking at Tina "nothing " Tina said and got up " Lola you comming" Tina said "yep i am" Lola and Tina left me and Ross sitting there i look at him and i see his arm i follow it all the way to see it over my shoulder i smile a little to myself and spoke up " um Ross do you realize your hand is over my shoulder" i say "nah" he said with sarcasm "mmhmm " say and he chuckles "how about i take you out tomorrow" he asked "um it's kind of you to ask but I have plans" i say with a fake smile "like what" he asked out of curiosity "um well you know the usual" i say "whats the usual" he asked me "like uh-" "you don't have any doncha" he interrupted me "i do" i say and he laughs "you must think I'm stupid" Ross says "no so not true i think you're awesome incredible and s-" i covered my mouth before i could speak any longer "and what was that" he asked "nothing um i gotta go" i got up and walked into Mikes office "hello Lindsey what brings you here" mike asked "well i was wondering if I could get off early" i asked "um i don't think s-"Mike got cut off by his phone "sorry gotta take this" Mike said and i nodded

i walked out and saw Ross standing right there we were almost so close to bodies i could feel his hot breath on me i can feel his warm skin touching me i get a shiver down my back and i smile "um hi" i say shyly "hey beautiful" He said and i felt every word go down my back with tons of shivers when he calls me beautiful it makes me melt how his word rhyme in my head how everything he says replays in my head how i feel so close to him because i really am close to him i feel like he's the only one there with me.I feel like I'm the only girl in the world when I'm with him suddenly the door swung open which I was not happy about i turned around so I'm no longer facing Ross it's so weird how he makes me feel inside like butterflies. "ok so Lindsey what did you want before" Mike said interrupting my thoughts "oh never mind I'm fine now" i say and he nods and i turn back to Ross. still face to face inches away from touching my lips he's a little bit taller so i have to look up when I wanna see his face. he's so perfect he has the perfect hair that moves perfectly the perfect smile perly white teeth perfect hazel eyes which you can get lost into all the time. ah everything about him is just Perfect. what am i feeling I'm so confused about all of this Ross business. I walk away from Ross which I feel really bad for but I had to i walk over to my purse and grab my car keys "where you going" Ross said oh that voice i love it so much "home" i said "ok bye beautiful see you Monday think about my offer" Ross said ah i would definitely say yes to him but right now I'm just so confused of what I want.its so hard ya know "Bye Tina and Lola" i say and wave "bye Lindsey" They both say at the same time I wave and walk to my car and drive home from the busy stressful day.

Once I got home all i could think about is Ross and his offer and just how perfect he is why in the world does he have this effect on me it's something about him i don't know yet everything about him is perfect. I go up toy room and flop on my bed and sigh in happiness. I grab my sketch book and start sketching after u was done it turned out to be a picture of me and Ross on the beach holding hands about to kiss.One day I'll be a professional artist or i want to be one.  My dad says u have an artist potential and i think he's true. for all i know is that i think i like Ross but i don't know I'm still so confused about all of this. Once I was done sketching i put my pad down and fall asleep thinking about tomorrow