Hold Tight 2

Patience

I woke up to Justin's little snores. I moved to the left and l began to trace his tattoos on his arms with my fingers.

He then chuckled. I look up to meet with his eyes. "What?" He smiles and kisses my forehead.

"That tickles. Especially with your nail." I laughed. "You are such a man!!"

I said sarcastically. "And you are such a sexy ass woman" he says then messing with my hair.

"Baby.. Can we bring the crew over to just chill for a little bit? Since we don't have a concert tonight or tomorrow.."

He thinks. "I guess.." I nod. "What does my queen want to do today? Skate? Shop?"

"Shop!!!!" He chuckles "alrighty go put some clothes on that naked body of yours" I shot him a look.

He raised his hands in surrender. I make my way towards our closet and picked out a purple and blue romper (it's easier to change in and out of When I'm fitting on clothes).

I turn to the mirror and look at myself and I notice that I look skinnier than usual.. But I don't understand why... I'm working out and eating right..

I went over to Justin who's putting on cologne. "Baby.." "Yes?" "Umm.. Do I look a little skinnier than usual?" He looks me up and down... "Actually Yea baby.. You do.. Have you been eating right?!"

"Yes.. I don't understand.. We have to go get it checked out.." "Or maybe you just need to shove some Big Macs into that stomach." I laughed.. "Your stupid! Tell you what. We will go get a Big Mac after the mall.. Okay?" "Kay Kay" he said sounding girly.. "Baby... For your own good.. Don't do that ever again!!"

He rolled his eyes and he grabbed my arm pulling me towards him.. "You didn't give me a Good Morning Kiss...." I smiled and kissed him softly.. "Good Morning Baby.." "Let's Go" I grab the room key and my purse and we head out..

As always there's Paps outside of the hotel.. Justin grabs my hand and we bend down and begin walking. "Justin did you fuck your girl last night" "Melissa did he give you the D" "is Melissa pregnant" then one of the paps asked "Melissa how's family"

I turn and say.. "Great.. Thanks for asking." Then we get to our car and we shut the door.

See there are the nice paps that I actually answer to.. But the ignorant ones.. I don't.. I decided to go to Twitter and tweet.

@Melissasoto- Note to all Paps.. If you want an answer from me.. Just be nice and ask a nice question.

"Damn.. Those Paps are really pushy with there fucking comments and questions.. It pisses me off!" I grab his hand and interlace our fingers..

"Baby.. I know how you feel but.. You have to block what they say.." "What did that pap say for you to answer?" He asked.

"He just asked how was my family and I said Great." He nods. "They just want an answer to put in there magazine.. If they ask something that's not totally ignorant.. Than I will answer.. You should do the same." I added.

He nods again. "I guess so" .. After a while.. TMZ made an article about my tweet.. And they tweeted back to me saying

@TMZ- @Melissasoto Gotcha 👌👍

I smiled and retweeted then replied..

@Melissasoto- @TMZ You guys are really good people when you want to be.. And you guys can be a pain in the ass sometimes.

I lock my phone and look over at Justin.. Just admiring his face.. Haha. I do that a lot.

I'm pretty sure if you were me.. You would do the same damn thing. I love his Jaw Structure and the way his eyes sparkle in the sunlight. His skin glows perfectly. My eyes trail down his neck tattoo of the word Patience.

I study each letter noticing the true meaning of Patience.. In Life You just have to be patient and wait for what God has for you.

I have to be patient for what God has for Justin and I.. I want to marry him, I want to have Kids with him, I want to be a family.. But honestly it's all what God wants and what time he wants it to be.

I continue to stare at his perfect face. My eyes tracing his hair line. I then begin to stare at his diamond earring. I bought him that. I crack a smile at the thought of him wearing something I bought him.

When I was younger I couldn't buy anything for anyone because I was poor.. Really really poor. By the time that Justin discovered me was the time that my mom was starting to get sick.

Then she was diagnosed with Cancer.. She had a tumor in her head and plus her liver was failing.. We couldn't really afford Medical expenses.. So Justin payed for everything..

God knows how grateful and thankful I am that he was there for me and my mom. When my mom passed away I fell into a Great Depression.

I started to battle with Anorexia, I was cutting and i always stayed in bed crying. Justin says he's always had feelings for me..

But by that time he was serious that he wanted to be together. He always stopped by my apartment and he stayed for HOURS!!

He sometimes stayed overnight. He would sleep on the couch and I slept in my room.

Sometimes in the middle of the night i would just wake up and cry. He would hear me and he would come in my room and he would hug me and tell me that everything was gonna be alright.

"Baby.." I woke up out of my thoughts by the sound of his voice.. We were at a stop light and he looked at me.. God those beautiful eyes.. I love them so much. "You alright?"

"Yea.. I was just thinking." I said now playing around with his ear. "About what?" I shrugged. "About our past.. Mom, you always being there.. What I went through.. It just all came back to me when I started to read your tattoo.."

I run my finger through the words tattooed on his neck.

He smiles and noticed the light turned Green. He goes and I continued to rub his neck. "Your the best thing that ever happened to me."

I told him.. and I give him a little peck on his neck.

"I love you so much." He said laying a hand on my thigh. "I love you too."

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