A bond...that might be broken

Chapter 1. No use crying over spilt tears

( disclaimer: I do not own these characters or do I own junjou romantica. This story is made off of my own thoughts so if you don't like it leave !! Warning ! Feels and sadness ahead !! Not to mention yaoi !!!)

( this is my first fanfic so I might be a little bad)

~MISAKI'S POV~

"Beeeeep"...." Beeeep"....." BEEEEP ".

I slammed my hand tiredly agents my alarm clock and groaned slightly.

" mmn five more minuets ~..."

I decided it would be bad if usagi-San woke before me since he'd be expecting to wake up to eggs and sausages cut into octopi... Is it octopi ? Or octopuses.....

I managed to wiggle out of bed and make it to the kitchen without falling asleep again, although the couch was looking pretty comfortable from here ~.

I got to work after I got my new apron usagi got me ... It has flowers on it. what is he thinking !

" I'm still a guy ! "

I covered my mouth the moment I yelled but it was too late he was already wide away, and coming down stairs.

"I'm screwed I'm screwed I'm screwed ... shiiit ! "

I tried to finish his meal before he got down stairs, but everything need to cook longer.

" damn you eggs ..."

I whispered before two strong hands wrapped around me from behind. something was different. his hands were soft, gentile and kind. He wasn't demanding anything.All he wanted was to hold me

"u-usagi-San ?"

He stayed quiet dangerously quiet.The eggs finished so I slowly shook him off and put them on our plates and went to the sausages only to have my bunny wrap his arms around me once again

" could it be... Nii-San call ?..."

I said in a slightly whimpered tone. Nothing not even a peep from him... I was getting scared and started to shiver wile I finished cleaning the pans I used.

" Usagi....-San....?"

I got him off me again and sat at the table.

" it's nothing misaki....I just....had a bad dream from staying up is all....I...don't really want to talk about it."

I can't say I'm happy it's just a dream...because whatever it was it scared him badly.

"o...ok...um...thank you for the food"

I said softly putting my hands together to brake the silence and he did the same right after. After we finished I took our plates and washed them before going back upstairs to read for a wile.

" usagi....what happened to you...." ~ USAGI'S POV~

I was looking around a dark room before the lights went off and I had to wait for my eyes to adjust. It was my misaki he looked at me with wide happy green eyes and he smiled adorably.

"Usagi-San ~ it's time to wake up my love ...."

I smiled not even upset at the fact that I was still tired and did NOT want to be woken.

" misaki...come here let me hold you .."

I whispered the words softly as if at any moment he could get spooked. He did as he was told and I held him closely kissing his cheek then his neck and finished with his sweet soft lips that I do humbly crave for.

" usa-gi-San ?....we...haven't eaten yet I'm hungry.."

He whimpered and I licked his lower lip slowly before kissing him once again. I soon let him go so he could get changed and so could I.

" we're going out this time my misaki"

He nodded running to get dressed then walked over in one of the many clothes I bought him giving me a slight kiss before our hand intertwined. He pulled me to my feet and I smiled rubbing his head the way I always do. I pulled back his bangs laying a kiss agents his forehead.

" Alright let's go ..."

Just then there was a knock at the door and we rushed down stairs and I answer. Once i saw my fathers face I made a low growl grabbing my lovers hand running out.

" We're just about to leave father you do the same ! "

He followed us and I ran faster with a deep growl only focusing on my misaki. He broke from my grip and yelled my name out cursing. That's when I saw it the car...

" USAGI-SAN !! "

I closed my eyes tightly but I felt no pain except in my shoulder. I opened my eyes only to see I had been pushed out of the way and that's when I started to hear people screaming. I turned around to see my lover with blood rushing down his forehead

"N-no ~ "

I felt hot tears slip down my cheeks and I felt my heart dropped.

" god please no"

I walked to my lovers limp body holding him close to my chest crying.

"Misaki....please.......please"

I shook terrified and looked at my father with a burning Hatred.

" father..... YOU KILLED HIM !!!"

I cried and screamed harder pulling my lovers broken dead body out from the street. misaki...anything....god please just say something , I thought

"IM STILL A GUY !!!! "

My eyes shot open and I was sweating horribly and still had tears dripping off my cheeks. I rushed to get my clothes on and slowly walked down stairs to wrap my arms around my lover ...th....thank god I....I didn't lose my misaki...

I nuzzled him closer feeling horrible remembering every single detail about my dream...every sad thought every sad moment....my voice was caught in my throat and i couldn't speak

"U-usagi-San ?..."

My lover whispered in a fragile voice that sounded as if he was trying to make sure I didn't start crying.

"Could it be...nii-San called ?..."

I wanted to tell him the dream but I just couldn't pull myself to say what happened aloud.

"Usa...gi-San?..."

I snuggled closer into my lovers back . The least I could do was tell him I had a bad dream. I thought to myself

" it's nothing misaki....I just....had a bad dream from staying up is all....I...don't really want to talk about it."

I whispered this slightly trying to make sure I didn't think of my misaki's dead in my arms. He looked slightly happy , but still had a pitiful look on his face. He must have thought it was something worse...I shouldn't have scared him.

"Um...th-thank you for the food"

He said before putting his hands together and we ate in silence. Once we were done I walked over to the couch to lay down and think wile misaki went to his room.