A bond...that might be broken

Chaper 5. But it was going so well

Usagi pov !
I had stayed up for about three nights before I actually managed to get some sleep...and for some reason for those three days misaki seems like he's getting paler...and thinner....I mean I watch him eat and he never throws up his food....I think I'll take his to the doctor tomorrow...just to make sure my little love is ok....

MISAKI POV
My legs were shaking and my chest pounded hard making my ears ring from the annoying noise.

"Wh-what's wrong with me "

I whispered tearing up feeling more horrible and unbearable pain

"U-sa-gi.....San....."

I tried as hard as I could to yell yet to no prevail. I began to cry even more then before feeling a sick twisted feeling in my own stomach.

"U.....u...."

I tried to get to his room, but my vision began blurring and I fell to the floor feeling the cold knob slowly slip out of my hand.

Usagi.....s-San "

I hear a few mufflers words and I shut my eyes unable to see. I heard what sounded like a door and my love gasping calling my name out.

"misaki?! Misaki !!"

I was lifted up after not being able to respond after what felt like an hour. I was rushed to my loves red sports car getting buckled down. we zoomed and rushed as fast as we could ... I guess we were going to the hospital

"U..."

I tried to speak but usagi-San had stopped me before I was able to.

" Misaki....please...save your energy for now . your very, very sick."

I smiled slightly at my lovers soft calming whisper. The car soon stopped and I was forced out of the car and onto a stretcher.

"M-mnn no u-usagi-San ...."

I began to whimper once I couldn't feel his grip on my hand.

"Shh misaki you need to go for now alright ?.... I love you....so much..."

I nodded and was shaking softly as my grip was completely pulled from usagi. I'm , terrified of hospitals because of my parents ... why did they half to take my love away. for hours I was poked and got needles stuck in me.

"Wh-what are the results of the test..."

I whispered and for some strange reason, I was really scared. they gave me a very saddened look and one put this hand on my shoulder mortifying me.

"misaki....you.... have cancer"

My eyes had widened and I made a slight squeaking noise out of shock , and I teared up not for my sake , but for my dear usagi-San

USAGI-SANS POV
( I'll be writhing the rest soon I was going to keep going but you guys have been waiting to long so just comment when you want the rest of this chapter o^o btw my new announcement is that I'll be going either a neko ship ,homestuck a shizaya or no.6 shion and rat or nezumi idk what u humans want him to be called so comment that down below or to da side ! Anyways c'yeah !!:3))
(BAHAHAHAHAHAHA HELLO HUMANS I SEE I HAVE TWO LITTLE ONES WHOM ARE INTERESTED TO KNOW IF MISAKI WILL DIE ~ THUS THEY HAVE ASKED FOR THEM TO BE FOUND TOGETHER IN DEATH ~~ NEH ~~ ILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO BUT , ITS AAAAAAAAAAAALL APART OF MY DEADLY LITTLE PLAIN MUNCHKINS )
USAGI'S POV

After hours of waiting....hoping...pleading to any god that would save my misaki from his death....

"God dammit please... don't take my love away ...I don't want him joining his parents too soon"

A nurse came out with a grim saddened look on her face and a paper clip in his hand

"I'm required not to tell you the condition of misaki I am sorry but please he'd, like to talk with you sir..."

I felt a bad gut wrenching pain in my stomach and my throat began to feel like it was closing on it's self, yet I managed , slowly , to stand up and go to my lovers bed side watching him cry

"M-misaki....why....why are you crying....why won't you tell me ?"

I whispered in a very soft hush voice feeling that if I talked any higher I'd break his frail looking body

"Usagi-San......I love you so much an....and I-I can't see you upset....I can't see you fall to pieces..... my time here isn't long I want it to be good- n-no wait I-I mean I "

Once he finished speaking...the last sentence stabbed me hard....straight threw the chest like a hard cold good for nothing knife

" You always were....a horrible Lier misaki...."

Tears began to fill my eyes and I bent down hugging him tightly. he's my little butterfly I don't want to let go.....he's my everything....

"Misaki.......misaki.........misaki....."

My grip loosened as I spoke ... I don't know why, but all I could say was his name

"Usagi-San......I love you too..."

I smiled knowing tears were rushed hard down my cheeks again he would be the one to see me this way....only him.....only MY misaki.....

"H-how......long......"

I bit my lip hard waiting for an answer as he shifted over to be comfortable

"I have ...a-a.....a month....."

My eyes widened hard.

". no ....NO.....NONONONONO !!!!
"I-it can't be a month ! I-it has to be more ! Most people get at least a year !!"

I pulled away softly making sure not to hurt him looking into his green pools

" It's ...its ... Been a almost a year already usagi... They just didn't find it in time ..... But I've made my peace....I hold no grudge ......"

I slammed my fist agent the hospital table

"NO ! YOUR 18 YOU CANT SAY THAT YET ! "

I got really frustrated and began crying again slipping into a chair losing myself

" It's just not fair ! I-I didn't do anything to g-g-get you taken a-away like this ! wh-why ! WHY! WHHHHYYY!! "

His eyes widened seeing me like this ...yeah I know ... I look like a crying toddler who got their toy taken away .... but I had the right to... Didn't i ?

( loooool stoping there ! hahaha I love stopping on cliff hangers ! oh and btw I can only talk threw this so ~ I'll actually try to talk to you guys like this so hello~ Elizabeth ! And her sister ! I'll be doing a neko x neko after I end this !! So you guys are the winner Lolz !!! Ok bye humans !!!!"