Tonight I can't sleep. I'm not sad or anything at this moment. I just have a lot on my mind. I feel like what could have been. If I could I would go back and change things. I would fix things before they went bad. I know it wasn't all me. I just wish we worked it out. I just would love to see you and talk to you again. I miss you so damn much. It hurts me every day. I know that this will make me stronger in the end.. and I know I will see your beautiful face again. Just will feel like forever.