Wait For Me(Iwaoi fanfiction)

Chapter 2

OIKAWAS POV
-Its 9 p.m already.He is leaving in a couple of hours.-I sight as I drown my face into a pillow.
-He didn’t even say goodbye properly.He took the whole team to dinner and just announced he is going to America.I thought I was special to him…but I guess not.-I had this habit of talking to myself since I was little.I felt like nobody could understand me besides me.But than,Iwa chan came and I thought I could tell him anything,besides one thing.One thing that I tried to say out loud in front of him so many times but failed miserably in all of them. -I like Iwa chan-Uwahhh I said It.I start blushing and rolling around in my bed like a high school girl in love with her senpai.I get embarrassed even when nobody can hear me there is no way I could say that to his face.I mean Its too late now to even think about confessing.It wouldnt do us any good.Right?The only thing I would gain from telling him tonight would be ruining our friendship.
-But maybe…he already knows!-I stood up feeling hyped up from sudden realization.All this random flashback of me feeling flustered because of him go through my head.
-I mean I was hella obvious even a fool would get a hint!Even…a fool would..get a…hint-I fall down on my bed again.Its frickin Iwa chan there is no way he knows.He is too oblivious.He never even had a girlfriend before.One time a girl sent him a love confession note telling him to wait for her after school alone behind the bleachers and he thought that was a fight invention.What kind of Handa kun shit is that? In my situation I want you to know that I like you but I don’t want to tell you.Its a complicated feeling.I never felt this way towards any of my previous girlfriends.I think they themselves saw that I was unsure about my feelings.Thats probably why they all dumped me.I didn’t really care tho.I probably should have but I didn’t.Not once did I miss them after,never did my heartache when I remembered the time I spent with them.I guess Its because I always had you.You werent going anywhere.You promised youll never leave my side…
-So why did it turned out like this?-I felt a single tear slide down my face slowly.Next thing I know I couldn’t hold back anymore.My tears started falling on their own not stopping even after I wipe them of. At the end of the day we all want someone who accepts every part of us ,someone who cherishes us and makes us feel valued.And that person for me is you.Ill never see you again.You are going to go over seas and forget about me,about our laughs,our jokes,our late night conversations,our smiles,our tears,our experiences and our memories.All the wins and looses we went throw as a team,as partners.I was your setter and you were my ace.You said you wouldnt forget Seijoh and that you were going to visit us next year.But I know you are not coming back,not next year,not ever.Youll get married,have kids and live a happy life and I will be here still waiting for you and dreaming of something that could have happened.
- But I don’t wanna end up like that.I want to be the one by your side.-Thinking of the scenario where you arent in my life anymore gives me a sudden courage.I don’t want that.That sentence keeps on repeating in my head.
-I wont give up on you until the last second.I wont let you go until you hear me out-At that moment I hear my phone beeping.
-A text?-I take my phone of the charger and unlock It only to see a massage from Iwa chan.
,,Meet me at the park across the street’’
-Perfect.Now is my chance.-Im ready to tell Iwa chan I love him there is no going back anymore. I quickly turn of the lights in my room and rush out throw the door,not even bothering to take my jacket with me. Im afraid of hearing his answer but I don’t wanna regret not telling him for the rest of my life.